1) This is the 1st of September, what do you want to accomplish by the 31st? 
                 I hope to have good grades and be well on my way to getting off academic probation.

2) What does September make you think about or feel? 
                September makes me think of the fall and everything gearing up for winter. Its always busy with school, ( Read more... )

1) 10 years ago what did you think you would be doing now?..
               Ten years ago i was ohh 9 and i thought i would be far away from this town at college....or living with somebody cuz i was in love and happy.....yeah right
2) Where do you think you will be in 5 years from now?
              Probably just graduating college, hopefully i will ( Read more... )

Ok so work tonight. Ashley came and saw me so the first half of my night wasnt so bad. But then of course as it always does it got bad. God damn Shaun came in. Ok now dont get me wrong. He is a GREAT guy and will make some girl really happy. That girl isnt me. I dont want a bf right now(or maybe i just dont want him to be my bf) i dont know either ( Read more... )

1) When does liking someone a lot become loving that person? 
                     Ok so im starting off shitty...i dont have that answer.Sorry:(

2) Is there a job you would do for free, and is it your current job? 
                   I would work as one of the nurses in the hospitals in Africa that helps little orphaned children whose parents die of ( Read more... )

ok so sup dannielle made my lj icon but how do i credit it?? i read one post about crediting but where do i put it? sorry im new at the lj thing

So its been a long time since i wrote. a really really long time. i started school last week and am already feeling overwhelmed...its gonna be a long 15 weeks. i work 6 days this week. its gonna kill me im sure. i had class today. it sucked i went to student developemnt and realized i left all my history homework at home so i had to leave early go ( Read more... )

Worked. Went okay. Got off early and went to wal mart. justine and amber want me to move in with them and im contimplating it. the idea of moving out as much as i like it scares me tho. i dont know. so much to think about. and my poor ashmylee's grandfather is sick. i want to make it all better for her...she has had a rough year anyway and she ( Read more... )

so this week officially sucked ass. dating matt...then that fucked up(big suprise for me right??) not so much....i am so sick of dating and being treated like i dont matter. i pick people who seem nice at first and then fuck up. i know its disasterous before i get in the situations....so fuck it. i mean i dont want to be alone forever and i think ( Read more... )

so i hate my life right now. im not in school which means im stuck pushing chili for a little bit longer. my parents are drunken assholes who dont give a shit about n e body but themselves. they suck. i HATE them hate them and yes i do mean it. im so fucking sick of hating myself for shit they do. im tired of doing the best i can and in the end ( Read more... )

Ok so its been awhile since i updated last. been busy with work and shit. ok so basically not busy but too lazy to write. alot has happened in the past couple weeks. the david situation came to a head. he was drunk and basically said he knew i liked him so i was like whatever u like me too. then he says he is dating some girl. some girl who he ( Read more... )