Will someone please slap me so that I stop acting like a stupid girl?!?!?

*sigh*

I think i just like tormenting myself.

i simply give up trying.

i seriously don't understand how one person could have such a huge effect on my life. i was, and guess still am, so disgustingly pathetic. i should never place such a great import on any one person, no matter how significant to me i believed them. feelings anger me so much. even when i hate you, i still think of how much you hurt me. memory sucks.

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so i had a whole entry typed out and then my super cool computer decided to turn off cuz it likes me. so let's try this again...

i am so very pathetic. completely lame and ridiculously pathetic ( Read more... )

i'm really really sad right now. i don't even feel like doing anything at all for the rest of the day. i don't feel like going back to trenton for marie's party right now. i just want to go to sleep. i'm not excited about anything whatsoever. i feel so empty right now. this sucks. i haven't felt like this in forever.

i'm beginning to do the same ( Read more... )

i'm an asshole when i'm drunk.

and a huge dork when super cute boys smile at me and make me very happy.

so the weirdest thing happened ( Read more... )

Right now I am in such a mood to dance it's frickin unbelievable.

I just want to put on some skank-ass clothes, have a few drinks, and most importantly DANCE the night away with my amazing friends and some sexy boys.

I can't wait for saturday ;)

sometimes i get really tired and really frustrated and really stressed out. today is one of those times. i get so upset about everything and then suddenly it all builds up until i break down and start crying for no reason whatsoever. it sucks. i hate when it happens. i just have a hard time dealing with everything sometimes.

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i am alive.
i love my apartment.
i love ann arbor.
i love my friends
i miss my friends.
however i am super super busy.
will update when i get more time.