This summer has been crazy ( Read more... )

Soooo, I find it ironic that like, two weeks ago, I lost almost ALL my hours at work because classes didn't fill up, and yet, I find, my checks since then have been even bigger because I still managed to find time to work for other people. Whoo-hoo ( Read more... )

So, I didn't know the kid or anything, but it's really, REALLY a sad story, and my heart really goes out to all the kids & parents who are dealing with the loss of Ray Cuiffo. I can't believe how many people from Newfield have passed on in this past year alone, not to mention the fact that we lost a teacher in there, too. I am simply blown away, ( Read more... )

..when you're ready to go & your hearts left in doubt

I'm hanging on by a thread. A fucking small thread at this point, and it's about to break.

I just spent 12 fucking hours at the gym, and I am so cranky. 5 classes & a 3 hour practice later, I'm so done. It's so fucking annoying not being able to do gymnastics. It's not like nOt doing anything is ( Read more... )

SO, I forgot to tell you all my fun story. Tuesday, before I left for Flordia, I had a doctor appointment for my ankle. As usual. Soooo, the doctor is poking around my foot & whatnot, and I wasn't really feeling well. I didn't eat, and it was eaaarly. I passed out. On the table. Flat out, passed out. Hahah. SO, I spent the day in th ER, when all ( Read more... )

So, it's done, I'm sitting out nationals this year. Had I been competiting, I would have been in Flordia freaking today... *Sigh* I'm bummed, but what can you really do? I'd rather have my senior season of varsity gymnastics in a way.. and I'll be getting that much back, hopefully ( Read more... )

..Not always the case. I'm working on it ( Read more... )

I'm done, I am absolutely done with everything.

I'm just making a safe assumption that I am not going to nationals anymore, and I just can't seem to get it through my head. And it's really fucking annoying being annoyed by everyone asking me if I am going or not. I'M NOT FUCKING GOING, OKAY. That's what I really feel like just screaming at some ( Read more... )

I'm really kicking myself in the ass like I can't tell anybody ( Read more... )

Yeeeah. So, Wind got a bronze. Whoo-fucking-hoo.

I was actually really upset with that, as were many people & I'm sure the teachers were, too. Understandable, but I really don't know how we got a bronze. I mean, we did bad. I'll give the judges that. But not bronze. I was reading one of the orchestra sheets in theory, and the definition of bronze, ( Read more... )