This was defintely the most stressful week of my life.

I was positive I would not come out alive, and yet here I am, bearly alive. I guess it is better than nothing.

My whole week started off horribly since I did not sleep at ALL on Sunday night. I stayed online tll like 1030, and I figured I'd go right to bed, but nooo. My heart got the best of me ( Read more... )

..I'm getting to the point where I am just going to break ( Read more... )

Sooo, this will be quick, but hey, it's an update ( Read more... )

..But oh, wait, I don't have the fucking time to even do that ( Read more... )

SCREW LJ!!!!!!!!! YOU DELETEDDDD MY ENTRY.

My new love, btw, is Spring Awakening. I've fallen in love with the soundtrack.

Ohhh & MIchelle - theory 2/3 are just combine because there are like, three people iN theory 3, I think. lol... It's basically an independent study because she's just going to give the theory 3 kids projects.... at least that's what we were told last year. lol

Saying goodbye was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. I won't lie. I went home & cried my eyes out for about an hour as I looked at pictures & thought about how much these people have done for me. It's sad for me, but such a happy time for them and I can't begin to imagine how much fun and how exciting this whole experience is for them. I ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like this, I hate being stressed & everyone knows that ( Read more... )

I can't believe fucking graduation is JUNE 28TH. What the fuck?!? That's SO lateeee!!!!! Not to mention, that completelyyy fucks up nationals for me if I do decide to compete this year. And you know what.. if I'm gold all-around, and do well this season, I will seriously consider going to Flordia, instead of my own graduation. I seriously don't ( Read more... )

It's starting to really sink in. All my friends are going off to college & I'm not. And as I sit here trying to organize my resume & repitore lists that will travel with me to every audition, I just so wish I did this a year earlier. I realized today that this year, I will have no one to room with on the band trip. Because my best friend is a boy. ( Read more... )