My mental health day may have sucked, but rehearsal was oddles of fun & I'm kind of excited for rehearsal but a little sad I have to to leave at 11. Booo. Oh well. The cast is awesome and they look really good... I'm really excited.

Whoo, Wiz!

And can I just say that I absolutely LOVE when JC says "wizzin" .... hahahahahahahaha

I can't do this anymore, I really can't. I am stressed to my limit, and now paying the price because now I don't feel well at all. And that mental health day I so graciously planned for tommorrow is turning into a day at the doctors. Arghh... I feel like I am going to throw up, again. My throat is killing me to no end & I've been coughing like a ( Read more... )

I sliced my finger open on the ice. It hurts really badddly. And my back hurts so much from slipping & falling on the ice. Ahhhh. Just what I need three days before a meet!... heck yes, mon!

Slowly, but surely, my body is shutting down because I am putting too much stress on myself ( Read more... )

Rehearsal was eventful, I guess you could say. Eh, I didn't really think it was too bad, I think we did good for first time being together. The leads and everyone are really good and it was fun hearing all the leads and everyone singing todayy. It wasn't as bad as I anticipated it to be, so that's always good and when I wasn't playing I was able to ( Read more... )

I think I'm losing it. And if not, then I have already lost it.

I am so sick of myself. Really though. I've become such a mental case when it comes to playing my flute. I've become so timid & shy to the point where I can't even play in front of a teacher, even my private teacher. How the hell am I supposed to stand in front of an all-state judge in ( Read more... )

Yeah, waaaay to go Tara for not having any confidence and making it completely & totally obvious to the point where her flute teacher can notice it. Why is this such a damn problem for me?

This week has royally kicked my ass & won, easily. I feel like I'm getting a cold, now, and my ear really hurts. Likewise, my throat is killing me. Can I go like ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I just feel like this month is going to totally suck. Zinna's anniversity is coming up quickly, that's going to just hit everyone like it did last year, probably even worse & the Wiz is just stressing me out & work is getting really annoying & gymnastics is just stressful. And my birthday is at the end of the month. Um. Yay? I ( Read more... )

The end of vacation for me kind of sucked. Practice saturday just was not fun. I was bitchy as it was and my ankles were really bothering me. I was beating the shit out of myself to tumble through it to, and I just couldn't and that ended in complete tears. And then when I was doing my floor routine for the second freaking time, I just couldn't ( Read more... )

I was tagged a while ago, but never got around to doing it.. here it goes:

Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 ( Read more... )