Lesson Of The Day:
Dont ever try to really love anyone, they'll just break your heart in the end.

Thats pretty much what he told me... in a nicer way though. I just cant believe how stupid and unrealistic i can be sometimes. And i really wish i could stop crying so much...

Wow, lately i've realized how truly remarkable words are. I mean, with just a few words you can create a man or destroy him. I dont think i really ever saw how powerful they can be. Like... a couple of well chosen words can be more devastating than all the physical violence in the world. Its just amazing. I love it, and yet at the same time... it ( Read more... )

I really really REALLY wanna just spill my guts... but i cant. Maybe i really do need therapy (although it doesnt work).

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH! <-- a scream to release anger ( Read more... )

Right now i'm hanging out with the most awesomest person i know... Tara the Rebel Turtle! Yay! and its even better cuz i havent seen her in like 5 days and now we finally getta hang out! Yay again! So yeah i'm gonna go hang out with her now instead of wasting precious "Tara-Time" writing in my Lj...

So i was in Black Butte this weekend, right? And there was like about a foot of snow covering EVERYTHING outside. It was gorgeous. So i was sitting in this huge house next to the nice warm fire looking out the window. In particular, i was looking at all the trees. How all the branches were just covered in snow and sagging down from the weight... ( Read more... )

Guess what? For once, this is actually a HAPPY post... amazing huh? But right now i'm like unusually crazily out-of-the-ordinary happy. Isnt that just awesome? And there really isnt much of a reason either. I mean, its not like i had an extremely good day (the first and last parts of it sucked, but the middle was really good) but i'm just happy. I ( Read more... )

I feel like i swallowed a piece of broken glass and it cut every inch of me going all the way down my throat and into my stomach, destroying my insides and spilling out my blood.

I just dont know what to do with myself...
^Good Song^

I just found out my iPod is coming on Monday! Yay! But i hafta wait a whole 6 days...

So like 2 hours ago i thought up this whole big long great post to put in here right? Well somewhere between now and then, it all got completely lost in my brain somewhere and now i just cant seem to find it. Dont you hate when that happens? Oh well, maybe i'll post it later if i remember...

Wow, i actually dont have anything extremely confusing and depressing to write in here tonight... amazing huh?