Letting go feels SOOOO good!!! And thats about all i have to say...

Wow these school computers blow hardcore! Its taking like a thousand years to import my songs so i can put them on me and Jea's iPods... so i thought "Why not write in my Lj?" haha wow i'm such a nerd. But at least i dont have really awesome goggle marks all over my face ;) lol ( Read more... )

So i still have no internet at home... you have no idea how angry that makes me. I just plain hate my mom. Theres really no other way to describe it. So the other day i was just talking to my daddy, and he basically gave me an open invitation to come live with him. And i know things wouldnt be perfect either if i was living with my daddy, but could ( Read more... )

Well... my dad shut off my phone line and internet and my mom wont get it fixed, so dont expect to be reading any new posts anytime soon. Fuck parents, especially mine, but fuck them ALL!

I just dont understand how i'm still alive, with all this constant pain i put myself through. Ultimately, no matter how you look at it, its my fault. I just wish i could make things different. I wish i could change things. I wish you would just talk to me. You have no idea how much this is hurting me. I know you told me that its not good to get ( Read more... )

Surprisingly, i dont really have too much to say. Long weekend... long but FUN! Now that i'm alone though, i'm thinking about you again. I doubt you'll even read this, but on the off chance that you do i just wanna say that i'm really really REALLY sorry... and i hope you can find it in your heart to give me a second chance. I dont wanna lose you ( Read more... )

Everyone makes mistakes, as we all know... but only those who learn from them can avoid repetition. I truly believe that in every mistake made, there is a lesson to be learned (sometimes more than one). So obviously i've made a huge mistake recently... and i'm pretty shure its one that i'll never make again. But i HAVE learned a lot from it. And ( Read more... )

"Dont let them cause you to slit your wrists to get out of slitting theirs ( Read more... )

I feel all dirty on the inside now... i mean i did before, but like now its more real. Like the dirts really there, coating my organs and weighing me down. And i'm a pretty small person, so it doesnt take a lot of dirt to make me stumble and fall on my ass ( Read more... )

If God takes life hes an indian giver... and right now it feels like hes sucked the life out of me ( Read more... )