Dad was just down here and was like, "Have you weighed yourself lately?" I was like, "Huh? No, why?" and he was like, "Cause I've noticed you haven't been eating much lately and you're loosing weight." Then he rambled on about eating properly and how I need more nutritional foods because I'm vegetarian ( Read more... )

Yep, I give up. I give up on trying to talk to you because you won't talk back. I don't even know how you are feeling or anything. I don't even know if you ever want to speak to me again. If you do, would you please tell me? Therefore I have at least some hope of ever getting to talk to you?
Waiting hurts too much. I've cried too fucking much and I ( Read more... )

Woohoo! I don't have to work today! Emily called me last night and told me that Raine got sick the other day so Ed would stay home today and I wouldn't be needed there. So that's good. Though I suppose it would've been nice to get that $60 that I need...it would've given me enough to get my lip done and get some new barbells for either my cartilage ( Read more... )

Hannah is so funny in physics! We sit in the very front together cause we need to play attention and because of our horrible sight lol. So second have of physics (after lunch) Mr. Harley was talking about matter and he used kleenex and pulling them out of the box saying "Matter, matter, matter, matter.." and then Hannah was like, "A tree?" lol I ( Read more... )

Well, today was...interesting to say the least. Though, the first day always is ( Read more... )

First day of grade 12...that's stressful enough. To add on the that stress: you're still not talking to me and I really do wish you would ( Read more... )

First thing, yes FIRST THING out of Dad's mouth, "Would you like to explain to your mother and I why the dishes weren't done?" No "Hi, how are things? How was the weekend?" that was afterwards. God, I liked being home alone. It was peaceful with no questions asked, no one around to wonder why I'm not smiling. Well, Adam was here, but he doesn't ask ( Read more... )

Yesterday (Saturdayyy) was probably one of the longest days of my life! Babysitting Raine and Katie takes so much energy that I just did not have. And they don't listen to what I tell them to do. Example: I told Raine to clean her toys in her room so no one will get hurt. She didn't clean them and when Katie was screaming and crying, I went running ( Read more... )

Today...today is going to be hard to get through without crying.

I think I'm going to have to apologize every hour of every day, am I right? Though that would probably annoy you.
I'm really sorry and I wish you would talk to me again!

I have to get ready for the day...even though it's 5:10 am...it definitely takes me a little while to get ready.

I'm ( Read more... )

I asked Adam again once I came home from visiting my Grampa in the hospital if he could drive me to Courtney's Saturday night but he said that he probably wouldn't find out until tomorrow. I hope that he can drive me there. Then he'd have to drive me home cause I'm pretty darn sure Courtney wouldn't want me over for the night lol.
Mum saw a note on ( Read more... )