God, I love knowing how to play piano and that I have my own in my room that I can play to all hours of the night to stop me from crying and crying and crying. That's what I did last night. But I couldn't write a song so I decided that I would just play The Sound Of Music and Love Me Tender over and over and over (mostly The Sound Of Music). It ( Read more... )

 So I'm just writing to pass time because I'm waiting for Courtney to come over. I should be doing my hair and make up, but I'll do that in a few minutes.

♪♫ Here I stand
   Empty hands
   Wishing my wrists were bleeding
   To stop the pain from the beatings

just a song. haha

Hmmm....what to write? I need to go finish getting ready ha.
I want my lip ( Read more... )

 It can be so hard for me to talk about my feelings...I said to Ieasha last night and she knows what I mean...but I'll try to talk about my feelings now here for you ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go shopping with Alex, Anna, and Pat today and then show Anna and Pat where Todd is buried, but that was canceled because dad yelled at me saying that my friends don't do any of the driving and it's always him or mum. Once he left I bawled. So I canceled the plans because I would've been a bore. And that wasn't the end of my ( Read more... )

Tomorrow Alex and I are going shopping and Anna Bachmier is coming along as well. She's down until Saturday. After shopping I'm taking Anna to where Todd is buried, that's why she came to Halifax. Then Thursday I'm going to the mall again with my friends. Friday Alex is coming over and we're going to Olivia's dinner party...Alex is staying the ( Read more... )

I hate people who make fun of me or decide all of a sudden that they want to be a bitch to me. Fuck you. Be yourself all the fucking time instead of being nice in person and being a bitch over facebook. People here probably don't know who the hell I'm talking about: Erin Cahill. She's such a bitch. And I would tell her that to her face if she ever ( Read more... )

 Saturday night was really fun, I hung out with my Gangsta Cee!! I met her at Staples and then we took the bus to some wheres around Mic Mac Mall and then we walked from there to her apartment and when we were there we watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer, I haven't seen that show since I was a kid. So we chilled at her apartment for a while with her ( Read more... )

Well, this awesome day started off at about 11:30 am when Timmy came to the door and woke me up. So I went to the door still half a sleep and let him come in. Kevin ended up showing up to...Anyways, I was expecting Timmy to come at like 1 or 2 in the afternoon haha. So Kevin left to go back and get something to eat while Timmy and I hung out. Then ( Read more... )

Okay, so Jenny's and I'd Talk Show is up. We have our into there and now I'm just trying to put me singing She Thinks My Tractor's Sexy up (even though it's not THE best ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go swimming today at Lawrencetown beach with Megan, but she didn't show up when dad and I showed up at 2 pm where we said we'd meet her, we waited for a half an hour. After that we left and I called Jenny up to see if she wanted to go swimming with me at the Lake Echo beach and she said yes so we went to pick her up and Jenny and ( Read more... )