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lilheatherwoo

Entry #189 - Le Sigh

Feb 05, 2007 03:08

Dear Journal,

I'm sorry I haven't written in you for so long! I've been so busy... Last week alone I worked 30 hours and I'm taking 14 credit hours... Nonetheless, Chinese itself is very difficult! I really need to get good grades this semester also, to bring my rapidly dropping GPA up... So, I've got my hands full this semester.

( If you don't want to hear about more Isao crap, then you don't have to click this )

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genuineillusion February 5 2007, 14:49:16 UTC

Guys are frustrating and confusing enough when you understand their culture, because it is your own.
I can't contemplate trying to figure out a guy whose feelings are shaped by a culture I can't fully understand because I've not experienced it firsthand.
I don't blame you. I'd want to ask him to leave me alone until I was healed.

♥
I'm sorry you've been hurting.

lilheatherwoo February 6 2007, 08:55:32 UTC

Eh, it's life. You can't always be really happy and you can't always be really sad. It's gotta balance out somehow! Besides, as long as some of us are doing well ;) *wink wink* then I can be happy.

travel_chic February 5 2007, 22:22:03 UTC

Instead of forcing you to read a LOOOOONG comment, I'll hold my opinions until tomorrow-shall I bring hot chocolate?

lilheatherwoo February 6 2007, 08:54:32 UTC

I don't know if I should be thankful or worried... (^_^;)

Heather! jamalynn February 5 2007, 23:14:24 UTC

Hey, I haven't gotten to talk to you in so long!

I'm glad you finally got some sort of answer, but I agree that you should probably just ask him to leave you alone. You've already gone through enough hurt because of him. You don't need anymore. Then, just concentrate on your schooling and having fun. I'm sure there are things for you to take away from this experience because I know that even though I hate me situation, I'm realizing different things. We'll have to talk on messenger one day and I'll let you know what those are and more about what's going on.

Just remember, you are, have always been and will always be an amazing and strong woman. You don't need a man in your life to be happy. Enjoy what you are doing and what you have in the here and now, and worry about love when it comes later. And always always remember that I love you and I'm here for you whenever you need to talk!

Re: Heather! lilheatherwoo February 6 2007, 08:58:09 UTC

Thank you Jamie, you know I always appreciate all your kind words. :)

I hope you've been taking care of yourself... and know that you're not alone in your feelings. Okay?

I only have moments where I'm amazing and strong... well at least moments when I let the world know! Haha. You know you're an amazing person also. (Why do the good ones always finish last? hehe)

I'm always here for you.
Thank yoooooooooou.

Love, Baby Heather

Re: Heather! jamalynn February 9 2007, 08:19:26 UTC

I'm trying to take care of myself. It's been difficult, but I'm surviving. I've recently come to the conclusion that I need to not talk to him for a while - or at least let him do the calling. We've talked a few times since I've been here, and things are still just unreal. So I'm gonna try staying away from him for a while.

And don't you ever think that you aren't great, cuz you are. You know that I'm always here for you as well. I miss you and absolutely luv ya!

Talk to you later my Baby Heather,
Jamie