I emailed pastor mac this week about the war and it's supporters and protesters. He replied with some very helpful verses that i want to share with all of you ( Read more... )

wake me up inside
save me from the nothing i've become

i search for realness
compatibility
myself
true friends
knowlege and wisdom
peace
my lord
escape
end and termination
love
acceptance
calmness
patience
success
my way around
the answer to why
understanding

no matter what bullshit we were taught as kids, or how much we wanna believe things, some things just cant be changed in our mentality.

my dad sent me this and it kind of put things in perspective. When you see an anti war protest going on ask yourself the education of some of the people protesting. and why they are protesting ( Read more... )

i am increasingly frustrated with all this talk of war. i dont like the idea of war, and for that matter no one does. no one wants to honest to god go over there and murder people. no one does. its just that simple. but it's the consequences of doing absolutely nothing that will cause more commotion. i'm sure most of you are aware of the ( Read more... )

ok so you guys all write abotu really meaningful and important things. i'm a lot more immature. i hate my sister. i honestly to god hate her. she is so ridiculous and condescending all the time. she sent me some trash email how feminism is good, or we should appreciate women, and while i'm sure some people thought it was great, it was just ( Read more... )

i get to go to work tomorrow :) i'm excited. last week when i was there i honest to god got a call from a lady who was so upset with me she couldn't even talk. her big complaint was about terrorism, which is understandable. she was so concerned about walking over a bridge and having a terrorist bomb it. she wanted to know if there was a ( Read more... )

today i am reminded of why i am the way i am. i am blunt and upfront with people bc i had to be led on and taken advantage of. last nite i was talking with a kid who goes here and we were going to hangout and watch a movie together. i think he's kinda cute and he's really fun to be around. i told him i would im him later tomorrow and we would ( Read more... )

i decided i like to watch parties. i'd dance every second i could, but not so much to techno when no one else is dancing. and i'm not drinking ever. holy jeez totally not my thing. i realized that this weekend at state. this one kid downed 8 beers in less than an hour, then bonged two. he was crazy like the whole nite, not to mention thats not ( Read more... )

i decided i like tow watch parties. i'd dance every second i could, but not so much to techno when no one else is dancing. and i'm not drinking ever. holy jeez totally not my thing. i realized that this weekend at state. this one kid downed 8 beers in less than an hour, then bonged two. he was crazy like the whole nite, not to mention thats ( Read more... )