i attract but had enough of sensitive men.

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i'm sitting in our garden.. trying to do some reading. and then, with my music on and the sun making its occasional appearance.. i realized, I really like this country. I like how it makes me appreciate the warmth and sun. It has taught me how fickle life is, nature is. The sunflowers are swaying. Boris our cat is freaking out, as the wind blows ( Read more... )

I've really enjoyed Zed and SA. But i think this whole traveling alone thing comes with pros and cons. I love the independence and freedom, but i am starting to get to know myself too well, and i don't like that. And my whole time in the bush has kind of left me out of it. I don't know how to act in civilization. haha.. whatever that means. And ( Read more... )

in the summertime, when the sun is out and its warm, London is beautiful. Actually, its a bit too warm. There isn't even a breeze today, so the heat hovers close to the ground and the air is heavy. There is no air conditioning in this country, as the need only arises once in a blue moon; but i think its worth investing in ( Read more... )

My flatmate moved back to India. I have two more exams left. I CLEANED today, instead of doing any productive academic masturbation. I realized that I am actually quite a clean person. Perhaps not to the extent of some people, but overall, i like things to be organized and generally bacteria free. In many ways, I'm turning into my father as his ( Read more... )

That was breakfast at 5pm ( Read more... )

Traveling perhaps is escaping. In the climate, pressure and bacterial controlled mental abdominal of a 747 you either feel safe and believe it to be placental like - taking away the big bad world and leaving you in a meal and drinks serviced cocoon, or you feel trapped. Trapped not just in a possible steel and wire flying coffin, trapped not just ( Read more... )

It's been 6 months. I would apologize, but i don't think the readership really cares. I read through a lot of my previous entries, most of it being extremely embarassing, but actually a very good record of my perception of events. It's funny how I write things based on how i felt at the moment; sometimes passionate, sometimes overly stressed and ( Read more... )

So im leaving london tomorrow. I know i'm coming back, but AListair's stupid line keeps on ringing in my head you've come to an "end of an era" blah blah. And i was fine with it until tonight ( Read more... )