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[lili_bug]

To sum this up in a few words i havent been myself lately.  When i first moved back home i came home with the can do attitude of that Ill be moving out soon, no biggie, but as each month pass me by, im growing more upset that I at 23 am still here.  Not the fact that im 23 that is bothering me, its the fact that here i feel like im in high school

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[xxcrackedupxx]

well i know exactly how you feel... I'm in college but whenever i come to visit i stay with my mom and shes SOOO strick i sometimes end up coming down and not even telling her because of that just so I wont have to feel guilty or get bitched at for doing things. My advice to you would be to step back from yourself and look at the big picture.. make a goal for yourself on trying to get an apt with someone else or anything like that (if that is at all possible) if not that maybe you should talk about paying to stay with your dad if he can back off and let you do what you want.. because let me tell you something... you can't have yourself being caged or feel like that especially since you don't want to regret not doing the things you want to do... you are your own person... and you need to start living the way you want.. because that is the only way you'll ever find happiness

sorry for the long rant i hope some of that help at all