Wear with spilt milk.

Wear with this dirty dishwater.

16 years wasted with no name to this face.

Okay.. well everything is strangly out of place. What do you do when your boyfriend tells you that he loves you but you don't love him back?? I don't know I can only really think of one relationship where I said " I love you" and didn't mean it. But I was so happy with him it was almost absurd ( Read more... )

Do you ever read your old journal posts and build nostalgia??

For some reasoning that is completely blind to me... I miss the way my life used to be...

no consiquences... life was just.. life. Everything seems so lost now.

I'm putting in 40+ hour work weeks and I feel like my life is so predictable.

I miss the friends I used to have... my false ( Read more... )

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FUN, FUN, FUN, FUN, FUN Weekend in store for meeeeeee!!!!

See you at signal!

Okay so when I was going to post I was mad.
Then I read my email.
Now I'm giggling like some school girl.


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This boy has got me head over heals, face down in the dirt, scraped knees, skirt around my knees, hair touseled.... heart over mind for him.. and I don't think he even knows it.

So the majority of my day to day life right now is work, school, sleep. My birthday is on Wednesday, and i'm pretty much spending it alone in my room with my cigarettes. I know, its weak but its the most reliable thing I have right now. Don't try to tell me its bad, because everyone has their demise. Mine just happens to be tobacco and roll paper ( Read more... )

Okay.. Something that I will never understand is why my friends only directly consider me a friend when they have some sort of problem. Most of them just a) don't care about anything or b) care only about themselfs. I wish that everyone would just stop creating so many problems for themselfs. I mean dear lord, how many times do you have to get hit ( Read more... )

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