Comments | lilian_lee: that's a shame.

lilian_lee

that's a shame.

Jun 25, 2005 00:45

i find it odd that i am posting 2 days in a row ( Read more... )

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heinous_love June 25 2005, 14:04:11 UTC

ahhh drugs. its starts off just for fun. perhaps curiosity was my biggest reason for starting. what ever the reason i had for starting it was a bad one. its true that when you are on drugs you feel like you understand things. you feel a part of something. even when you do feel shitty you dont feel as shitty as if you were sober. its not hard to understand why kids do drugs at all. drugs make you feel good. no matter how shitty you feel afterwards you always convince yourself that its all worth it. and maybe it is all worth it. maybe you should try being clean for a little bit. see how you feel about it. i bet it feels like you have been a pot head for ever. but it hasn't actually been that long. try it for a week or two. just see how you like it. if you totally hate it you can go back to smoking. it also makes you feel really accomplished when you figure out that you actually can live without drugs. and you have the will power to stop and start when you want to. anyway just some advice. hope you feel better ( ... )