My dad and I are okay now. He apologized for saying hurtful things to me.

yep. don't worry. still alive.

I feel like this has been the worst week and a half or so of my life. Nothing is fucking going right for me. I missed my second class today. I went to school and drove around for 45 minutes looking for a parking spot. Had to park a mile away and then had to walk all the way to class, by the time I got there I was so late that they locked the door ( Read more... )

I think I have figured out where I got my lack of logic from. My father. I was just talking to him and told him I didn't have enough money to buy lunch. I only have $15, and my car will need gas soon. He said, "Well, you've got a pay check at the office, so why don't you go get breakfast?" WTF? I think he's been a little spacey since he hit his ( Read more... )

eeeppp...not New Orleans ( Read more... )

*SCREAMS AND PULLS OUT HAIR* THE FUCK WON'T ANYTHING WORK FOR ME? AM I REALLY JUST THAT FUCKING RETARDED OR UNLUCKY OR WTF? FUCKING PHONE. FUCKING AOL. FUCKING GARAGE DOOR OPENER. FUCKING RELATIONSHIPS. WHERE DID I GO WRONG. I TRY TO BE A GOOD FUCKING PERSON AND EVERYTHING AROUND ME JUST FALLS TO SHIT.

( These results are slightly depressing to me. )

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( memes )

I had a dream with Devon in it last night. He was hovering over me, pinning me down and fondling me. I was crying and trying to get away from him. and he just laughed at me and gloated about how he once again won. I was his, and I should never be fooled in to believing other wise. A blood pact is always. I struggled to get away and called him all ( Read more... )