A year and a half and I still have this journal. It's open now so you can add me or not, it's your choice.

[In case you were wondering this IS NOT JON RADTKE'S JOURNAL. Jon is too busy updating his MySpace to keep one of these too. If you understand it's totally fake and still want to be added then go ahead and comment and I will consider it.]

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
This journal is now closed
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What a perfectly cheesy way to close this.

I haven't updated in 3 days because so much has been going on and I really want to talk about it all but for the moment it's going to have to wait. So for the moment I am going to say that last night was a fucking blast with a little early bday surprise for me at Elm Street. The night turned into a total haze but it was a lot of fun to introduce ( Read more... )

I hate being on the verge of confessing something and then have to suppress it again. I am starting to realize how often in the past two years I have done that. How many of the things that I was feeling I brushed off no matter how important they were to me because I was either afraid of the confrontation or I was just unwilling to deal with how ( Read more... )

I think envy has to be the worst of all emotions because with it comes insecurity, anger, vengeance, horrible things. You can always see it coming on and you recognize it when it's going on but sometimes we don't want to stop it because within it, we also find that beautiful feeling of just being totally self righteous. I feel really full of ( Read more... )

Foamy made a whole cartoon just about Mat it seems

And I just noticed this...

Amara
Aug 24, 2004 08:26 PM

I seriously feel cheated that we didn't get a photo of that perverted dog. No one believes me that he had balls and plumbing bigger then a 3 year old child.

Wtf? lmao I love her the end.

Some people you just know really well. It takes nothing more then a glance in their eyes or catching a certain body movement they do that lets you in to their emotions. I can do that with a few of my friends. No matter what words they are saying to me their underlying presence gives everything away. I suppose that in my short time though, I ( Read more... )

First things first. We have announced some tour dates for the East Coast and you all should know them by heart and be planning your Greyhound/Amtrak adventures to come see us. If you haven't seen us yet this is your chance to repent for being so awful and not having done it yet. Read them and memorize them, there will be a test later.

( Tour Dates )

I am laying on a cloud. Albeit a grey one it's a cloud. I think this is what being free feels like. What having nothing holding you back translates to in a emotional form. I move with ease and everything seems to conform around me and feel right but I feel the tugs from all directions. Normally I would give. I would curl into what tugs the ( Read more... )

The shrill sounds of screams rung through my ears. My body so bent I could barely stand. My head so clouded with anger that my eyes saw red. My stomach turning so much I was sure I was going to be sick. If I could have shot the stereo I would. I wondered how anyone could be so cold, until I looked at you and understood. My blood froze as it ( Read more... )