So Its been forever since I have last written and It feels fresh to write again. There has been so many life changes recently its almost beginning to scare me.

So as some of you may know my best friend, my most supportive person, my most loyal friend died. My grandmother was 83 and lived one of the greatest lives imaginable. She passed away due to ( Read more... )

Ive realized Ive taken things for granted in life ( Read more... )

1. Dreaming. I am a big dreamer who loves to dream. I daydream alot in school but dreams are some of the best things ever.
2. Fire. I love sitting next to the fireplace with a snuggle buddy bundled up together just watching the flames as they dance and staying warm.
3. Kissing. I love kissing. I love getting kisses from anyone really. I love it ( Read more... )

WOW this has to be one of my favorites anyway. strange...oh heres another one too......xoxox

I ponder on life sometimes. Why I am really here living today, why i have such a great life, why sometimes I wish sometimes I wasnt here. I wonder a lot about life-but i guess that should be normal for a 21 year old who still has no clue what she wants to do.

I guess that life is something to ponder about. ive seen the good sides of life, the bad ( Read more... )

I know I havent updated in over a month and a lot has happened since then. First off thanks to those for all the support you have given me through thick in thin since March. Losing my six angels hasnt been the easiest thing but most of you have helped me realize how strong and words of advice have helped me get through things. I love my angels and ( Read more... )

Back up and running since i got a lap top. Too much to write about now...well yeah i guess that life has been way to busy...I will update later and post more later since i got my sweet ass laptop. well love u all. xoxo

RIP Jay Levy 3-3-05

You will never be forgotten by anyone. Thank you so much for all the fun ryan and I had together with you. You were such an inspirational person for everyone. I wish that we could've all been there for you and helped you out but this is what you wanted and you are now peaceful. Ryan misses you more than hell and I am going to ( Read more... )

Everything in life seems to be so depressing. The only good thing to look forward to is Carly coming home. I will cry my eyes out to her and bitch about boys who go and break girls hearts. I need a hug or something. Well I dont feel like posting much since my life has been so dead and so depressing lately. Well leave some love if you like I guess. ( Read more... )

Hey Kids, whats up? I havent updated for a while but I am updating now. I guess live has been good-sorta having its ups and downs but mainly most downs.  I am getting really sick of school and I am hating math so much. It sucks to have such a horrible math teacher but whatever. Anyway I am getting so excited for next weekend. Carly's wedding is ( Read more... )