"But in that we might have ruined the potential for a future together of some kind. It needed to end for now. THE relationship needed to end for this time of our lives. But it's obvious I'm not over HER as a person. I just need to admit it."

It's happened ( Read more... )

A couple months have passed. And I'm still hurting. To know that the love of my life may not be there anymore, kills me ( Read more... )

So this is it. I never envisioned it ending this way. She's unhappy and not in love anymore. No matter how much I fight for us, it doesnt make a difference ( Read more... )

I can't even remember the last words I had posted on LJ ( Read more... )

It's funny to find that whenever I'm in a writer's block of sorts, I find myself coming back to LJ and reading thru my previous posts. I guess it helps me find inspiration when I need it. I'm stuck trying to find the words to finish a simple essay for my English class. Just basic words to a 6 paragraph essay. Lol. Maybe it's because I'm sick, or ( Read more... )

i hold this cd in my hands, appreciative of the fact that i was able to buy this album. regardless of any bad or negative association of amy winehouse, she was and is an amazing artist. not only was she an amazing songwriter, i felt like she paid tribute to music way back when. music isn't as genuine and fresh as it was. and amy brought that sound ( Read more... )

my heart hurts...

Lately I've been feeling unbalanced with my life. Everything from work, family, friends, and my relationship. I don't know when and where it happened. But I need to get out of it. I feel alil stuck in my life. Trying to figure out what to do in the future. How am I gonna support me and my gf, especially since we're planning on moving in together. I ( Read more... )

funny how things work. once i think everything between is fine, she suggests otherwise. its an ache in my heart that hurts a lot. i fought really hard for this relationship and it sucks when things go sour. especially when i still have faith that we'll be together. i love her with all my heart. i don't want it to end.