Hey everyone long time no type from me...um lets see things are actually goin pretty good. I leave tomorrow for florida im so excited, i cant wait to see my cousin, and my mom is suppose to move out in a couple weeks or so, but closer to chuck i swear i wanna punch someone's lights out there....i need to do something about that one...ne ways sorry ( Read more... )

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Quit making the same damn mistakes in my life!

Get your resolution here

so this week has been a complete emotional roller coaster, i dont think ive ever been this bad...i mean ive been bad but not this bad. whats wrong with me i cant figure it out...i wish things wood turn up and everything wood be perfect. I'd be myself again.....its all just because of how i feel for u....the feelings wont subside

Well since i havent been on here in a while i decided to update.....life's been goin ok i guess....i hate working every weekend at villa pennas, i havent drankin forever just about....i've made a lot of new friends from work and hanging out with my friends alone....I cant wait to see beth she comes in today from the marines and i wanna see her ( Read more... )

I dont get it if everyone was right why the hell wood u start talking to em or even acknowledging me.....i hate this u make me wanna hurt myself again.....maybe we shoodnt be friends but part of that is ur call.....but since u kinda believe everyone else why dontu just foloow in there shoes and be like them and tryin to be my friend

I dont understand why i do this to myself......I worry and think to much and this is useless and non-understandable someone please tellme what I do wrong

wow so shit is really fucked...i cant take it ne more i swear to god the next thing that happens to me im just gonna blow the fuck up....dont kno on who but it'll happen......just wish i cood vent but there is no one really to talk to about this shit and the person i wood talk to about this isn't talkin to me so the next person that pisses me off ( Read more... )

so yea yesterday was a hoot...got trashed but didnt really want to ........and yea i saw some ppl i havent seen in a while it was great...i missed well paul cuz i never really hung out with the others.....but it was awesome..and somehow me n chelsea were sisters last night cuz some kid got a kick out of the fact that she said we make out but never ( Read more... )

Fuckin bored worked almost everyday this past week and my only days off this week are wednesday and saturday, i mean its money but half the time i cant wait to go home and sleep....everything is goin pretty good, i havent really talked to someone in a while and i dont kno why.....but oh well hope that turns around, then i dunno actually starting to ( Read more... )

well maybe when my mom stops lying to everyone and ne one maybe we could talk....but for now i wont trust her