wow alot has changed in the year, I'm back with Marty, we've been through so much, but at the end of the day i love him. On December 10th at 5:24 I had my beautiful baby girl Adysen JoAnne, she is so perfect in every way. I love her so much, and even though its hard to be a young mom, I wouldnt have it any other way, because no matter when you have ( Read more... )

I realize i complain ALOT on here, but i guess thats part of a journal to complain and get it all out so you dont have to do it anywhere else. But honestly i have nothing to complain about. life is pretty damn amazing, I have one of the best boyfriends i could ever ask for, i fucked up so bad I feel like i dont deserve him most days, he treats me ( Read more... )

Honestly things cant get much better at this point, I guess there are little things here and there that could be better but overall...life is amazing. Me & Maria are back to how we used to be and i wouldnt change it for anything. I have my bestie back and i'm not gonna lose her again...promise. Things with my family and friends are good tooo....i ( Read more... )

So i hung out w/ a lot of old friends the other day and it was great...i didnt realize how much i missed everyone...and i wish someday maybe i can be friends with my ex...but i'm not counting on it

So i'm really excited. I changed my major and it makes more since for me. I'm very happy for the first time in a long time. I've been thinking about how much i've grown up in the past year. its crazy how i can look back a year ago and see how much ive changed and become a young woman. I see things so much differently that i ever have before, and i ( Read more... )

So i found out one of my friends got engaged today, i'm very very happy for her. It just got me thinking quite abit, its weird because i keep thinking how dan & i started dating before them, and granted i know that dan & i have almost been broken up for a year now, its still crazy....so of course i kept thinking about the past. How much i was ( Read more... )

I finally told guy #2 that i was completely done with him, and i think he understood for the first time ever. I hate being mean its not the kind of person i am. I am a loving caring person who messes up, but i'm always there. And maybe thats my biggest problem. Maybe i put everyone before myself and i dont stand up for myself. I let others walk all ( Read more... )

So i've been doing alot of thinking about how much i've done to make people really hate me. I've messed up in so many ways..but i've learned from my mistakes and i hope that my friends will give me a second chance for me messing up. I think i realized it tonight when an old boyfriend pretty much told me off and made me realize how much i messed up ( Read more... )

I dont even know what to do with this anymore....

So things have been going pretty good...I dont have a lot of complaints..minus my stupid car. Alot has happened since my last post. I realized that i do really care about the guy i was with. And I know it sounds weird because on paper he seems like a horrible guy, and granted he tells me that i can do better than him, and i most likely could but i ( Read more... )