ok well im really not happy right now. i feel like some things are falling apart. i cant control it. i hate taht i feel like this. i havnt felt this un happy in a long time. and i dont want to say what its about on here.. but i just want everything to go back to normal. i want it to be summer again. thats when everything was good. now its all just ( Read more... )

i never update here anymore, but i figured i would since i was on here. it might de-stress me ( Read more... )

holy woah its been a long time since ive written in here. ok so my life right now, well its pretty peachy. i dont think ive ever had a more healthy better happier realationship in my life, yeah its hard because of the distance, but i know people who have/had it worse.. i consider myself lucky. not many people find that one person who makes them ( Read more... )

ok so its been like more then a month since i last updated.. my bad.. i just dont have the time or usually dont feel like it. but everyone is at psats this morning and alex is sleeping so i have nothing better to do. hmm well school is going well its tuff this year though. Alex is still the most amazing boyfriend ive ever had. i never realized how ( Read more... )

Today was the relay carnival. it was a lot of fun. Jimmy and Alex<3 came to watch meg and i. gotta love those boys sitting through that for us :)

.. i dont feel like doing this actually...

i havnt updated in a while.. a lot has been going on. my parents are away this weekend. so im going to a party with alex in cumberland somewhere.. no clue whos it is or whos gonna be there but i wont be home till late cuz well who wants to be home when my brothers are in charge.. eh whatever.. so lately my life has been work and going out.. thats ( Read more... )

i like him <3

alot.

i officially love block island.. like forever..

:)

ok so block island was amazing!!!!! so many good times.. if you want to see them.. go to my myspace and look at megs comment.. um ok so on block island meg and i got whistled at by drunk boys on the beach.. umm we met 2 amazing boys (jimmy and alex) umm we only had like 3 and a half days left when we met them. so we spent every night with them.. ( Read more... )

ok so heres the scoop..

its summer.. im excited..
i quit my job
i got a new job for the summer.. starts monday.. then tuesday
..then a week off to go to BLOCK ISLAND WITH MEGGLES!!
then i come home and summer officially begins but i have to work like everyday till 2 or so.. but thats not bad..

yesterday i went to the movies.. mucho fun.. <3 you ( Read more... )

umm exams suck!!!! i cleaned my room today :-O..

block island with meggles in 14 days!!!! <3
*i need a hot boy.. ;) lol

ummmmm i had more to say but i dont remember what i wanted to say lol. so ill update again soon..