"Even I can't recall how many days I have been out there for
But when Aurora's lights ceased to shine, I was alive, I think, for the first time.
Infinity it falls, in feathery folds but she bites like loveless ice,
and with her belly full she called this rite of passage, it was the longest night of my life."

Back on here again, for my yearly update apparently lol. Wow, looking at that last post, it seems forever ago. You know, I think the heart never truly forgets the betrayal and hurt it experiences, but somewhere along the line it learns to forgive because it doesn't want to carry that hurt forever. Last year was definitely interesting, full of ( Read more... )

So its been about 2 years since I last posted, and I don't know why I decided to go on here all of a sudden. Hmm maybe because my girlfriend was reading some of her journal entries to me a couple days ago, and I guess it inspired me to check up on my journal to see whats up. Ok so here is something I was typing at work today, and I guess I will ( Read more... )

Ok so continuing from last week, P and myself got back together in March, and seriously things have changed soooo much between us. Ever since we both got involved in accelerate, both of our lives have changed to the extreme. We met all these new people from the workshop, and now we have new friends for life. Its so amazing, really. I never would ( Read more... )

Hi long lost journal of mine, man its been so long. It seems like LJ (since that seems to be the new slang term for this hehe) has become a thing of the past, although for awhile it was the "myspace" of today. But im so glad I stumbled upon my journal, ive read my past entries and its been so cool remembering last year and all the drama in my life ( Read more... )

Results of my SOUL QUIZ heehehe



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Wat up. You know, im kind of at a weird place right now. I think this is the first time where if someone were to ask me how I am doing, like generally, I would honestly say that I have no idea. Im kind of just living my life, but its like part of myself is turned off. The past few weeks have been pretty cool, shit happened, good times and bad times ( Read more... )

"I know you think that I shouldn't still love you ( Read more... )

Heard this song on the radio the other day and I really liked it, it hit home =) Plus it has an excellent beat heh ( Read more... )

Hi all. Oh man today I woke up and I still felt all groggy from smoking out last night. Its like, "you know you're a pothead when..." lol jk yeah I definitely overdid it last night. Man but it was awesome. Shit happened afterward with P, talking about everything so far and how we both are. I told her how I felt, and she was honest with me about how ( Read more... )