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Hi. so i had a pretty good weekend. went to look at apartments, hung out with my bro and his gf, did laundry (finally!) and just chilled. I had a really good talk with P yesterday, we were just completely honest with each other.Our conversation definitely helped clear some stuff up in my head that I was confused/indecisive about. I am pretty sure ( Read more... )

Hey, so about my last journal entry, im sorry about that. I was way trippin on something my friend told me that day, and I was just venting I guess. Im sorry, I didnt mean to sound all fucked up, it was just a wierd stressful day. Anyways, its all good, everythings cool. =) till next time... live it up

Wow. ok. So I just heard something so incredibly unbelievable. Thing is, I cant really say, just wanted to blurt that out real quick ( Read more... )

So Deja vu. And this is gonna sound so pathetic but I just had to get it out. While driving back from the movie, I was freakin toasted, in the passenger seat, my head resting on the headrest, tilted towards the window looking outside. At that moment, I felt the deja vu upon me. One moment, I was in my freinds car looking out the window, the next, I ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the coolnest nights ive ever had. Lets just say it involved alcohol, my favorite magical plant and an amazingly good movie combined with good company and philosophical sessions inbetween. It was amazing because after the conclusion of the evening, I felt as if it was all meant to be..Like I remember being in the car and and ( Read more... )

"Can't seem to find myself in the smoke filled room again ( Read more... )

"Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on me ( Read more... )

"I'm gonna show you the meaning of soul ( Read more... )

I've never felt so sick in my life. I feel like my body was poisoned because it takes every ounce of strength to do anything...But enough about how I feel. Everything is just numb. Nothing seems right about what happened to me and P. I know I made the mistake of my life by breaking up with her on impulse, not knowing that it would cause her to ( Read more... )