yea a bit stressed out, dont understand math, have to read a book by friday, and most of all have the damn SATs on saturday. im really nervous, it doesnt seem reasonable to me that one really long and tricky test can decide so much...where u go to college, how you pay for college, or if you go to college. Im just afraid I'm gonna fail and all this ( Read more... )

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Chadney is a pimp for showing me how to put pics on my lj


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so yea basketball game was a bummer but o well i still had a good time superfanin! o and i tried sushi today and cherry vanilla dr.pepper!!! yea sushi was a lil different (sean you are so goin down next time ( Read more... )

it rained today! and i ran around in it. Yea it was freakn awesome!

i wish someone knew the true me. Saw what I was all about, knew my goals in life, knows what makes me happy, and is always there to pick me up. A person that could see through the fake smile i put on and know how to truely please me. Someone who i can talk to about stuff beyond the normal flirting conversations we all have. yea those conversations ( Read more... )

my eyes burned whenever i attempted to fall asleep. so i spent my sleepless night trying to find inspiration, looking at quotes, reading poems, listening to music. At about 2 i feel asleep in my chair, and when i woke up my throat felt like sandpaper. My day went well, got some much needed sleep in C block and during my open block i went and ( Read more... )

today was pretty intense, brent trav and I figured out some serious stuff, "Big Bird" haha, went got some carls junior and balld it up after school with milky,brentizzle,slo mo, and jake. then came home and had an intense conversations with liz ( Read more... )

I'm laying here open chest heart on the floor. will someone please call the surgeon who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart. well somtimes the end is just the end. Its hard to accept, definetly when you have lost something so true to your heart, but the sooner i do the better off i will be. It sounds so easy but its hard to mend a ( Read more... )

i feel tired now. so tired. not like sleep tired, but tired of this whole thing. the same thing every single day, no change, no break but the same punishing never-ending routine. im gonna make it my mission to do something different every day ( Read more... )