All my life my heart has sought

A thing I cannot name

-Long remembered line from a long forgotton poem

Well...here I am. Apparently my last post on this god forsaken website was a cold December night in 2007. That was damn near 2 years ago and a whole lot has happened since then. For starters, that cold night was the first of many, and it was ( Read more... )

Felt the need for a proper update ( Read more... )

I watched a film last night called Half Nelson which touched me in places i did not know could be touched!

As I eat and wait for Sandy picking me up, I scout across the bebo profile's of old friends and new friends, I'd just like to say that life is good, I love life and thanks to my electronic razor I have a bald pubic region.

Lock 'n' Load!!

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It's the strangest thing. It's like opening your eyes for the first time after a coma. 
It's a great feeling when you realise you still have the ability to surprise yourself. 
Makes you wonder what else you can do that you've forgotten about...

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It's approaching my least favourite month of the year. 2 days away. It's a purely psychological thing and it's hard to shake. Honestly I cant remember around this time of year years ago. Or any time of year for that matter, with the exception of Christmases and birthdays and Hogmanays, which for me all accumulate around about a 1 month period ( Read more... )

As it approches 3am on what appears to be yet another sleepless night in which I will partake in watching several dvds until the daylight takes over and kills me just one little bit more inside, I looked at old myspace comments. Picked a random page number and read every single comment. Every single one full of love and jokes, banter and ( Read more... )

Sittin on my own chewin on a bone
a thousand million miles from home
when something hit me 
somewhere right bewteen the eyes

Sleepin on a plane, you know you cant complain
you took your last chance once again
I landed, stranded
hardly even knew your name

I want to talk tonight
until the morning light
bout how you saved my life
you and me see how we are
you and ( Read more... )

I came back from Ibiza last week. I loved it. It was amazing. I had fun with what very very little money I had and I made the most of it. Last year the thought of spending 2 weeks with some of those lads really put me off, but then I came back feeling much closer to them. This year spending 2 weeks with those lads didn't bother me at all, but I ( Read more... )

Strange case of deja vu. 
Saying goodbyes to a girlfriend because you're leaving for Ibiza in just a matter of hours.
The horrible feeling in your stomach knowing that you'll have an amazing time, but also that you'll miss her terribly.
Glancing to you're right and seeing that rediculous pink-lined suitcase and small red rucksack.

Although last time I ( Read more... )

Slide away - and give it all you've got ( Read more... )