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So things are going pretty well. Today is supposed to be cleaning day and I'm obviously procrastinating but an update will do. I have been dating the pancakes for about 5 months now. Just a couple weeks ago I told him about a weird dream I was having and he told me he loves me. Now we are ridiculously sweet with the "love you"s That weekend he ( Read more... )

Ok so I guess I am little sad about not having a date on my birthday this year but I have only ever been with someone once on my birthday and he forgot about it. Since then I have made it a point to make plans on my own and if other friends show up great if not I have already made plans to do something I like so if anything I may meet other new ( Read more... )

Well it is done

I am bummed. He IMed me for coffee a little before noon and caught me a little unaware. He called it off after I paid for coffee, saying I was accusatory, there was no spark and he was afraid of hurting me also I was not damaged enough. The last time we dated (albeit 9 years ago) he cheated on the entire time and this time he ( Read more... )

Not to jump to conclusions but I think we are done. 4 unanswered phone calls all day on a day we said we would hang out. I don't think he really wants this. Frankly I don't know if he is sleeping, in jail, or fucking an ex which seems to be in love with many of them. I feel like an ass if I call again but now I want the closure. Funny I told ( Read more... )

part 2 of the date date: the dinner and snuggling. It was really nice and also unusually innocent. I don't know if that is a good thing and I am afraid that it is not. Like this is the beginning of all this and usually when hormones rush and he doesn't touch me 2 dates in a row. now he admits he is really tired but it seems odd. On the other ( Read more... )

had the "date date" tonight. Funny that it was the most innocent thing I think we have ever done. Coffee and a PG movie. It was nice though talking more. I think he is more worried this won't work and keeps warning me but he wants this and doesn't want me to be scared about things he says or does. I dunno the more he says that, the more I am ( Read more... )

I am coming down from concert high and snuggling in new Gogol Bordello hoody, tonight was pretty awesome. I haven't gone out with this much cleavage since Rockey days. This time I had makeup, lots of makeup. The new friend I made said I looked 21. I thought I looked older but I guess I did look older at least she thought I was legal. Could ( Read more... )

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