Wanna hear something stupid? Kyle can tell all his friends and work buddies who don't even know me my deepest, darkest secret. The one thing I am truly ashamed of. Something he told me he would never tell anyone. He can tell all his friends that secret, and it still isn't the worst way he's betrayed me.

That's something stupid.

Cast away from the ship I have known

The wind whips west

And the water chills

My icy bones.

I cling to this raft for my life.

Lord, I'm begging for a sign,

I just want to survive

Stranded in this ocean desert.

Send the rain, God,

Because I know:

It can get worse.

Just hurl the gusts and raise the waves,

Let the thunder's laughter boom

And the ( Read more... )

Girls: Are all of your boyfriends completely stupid sometimes, or am I the only person who is dating a moron?

So the other night I had a really, really odd dream. I dreamed that I had a project to do, and for the project I had to visit Hell and write a report on it. So me and somebody... I think it might of been Zack Cloyd... anyway, we called Satan to see if it was okay if we visited Hell, making sure that he knew we didn't plan on staying. He said it was ( Read more... )

So you know how in all the movies and on TV whenever someone falls in love they always talk about how scared of it they are? They're always like "I think I'm in love... and it scares me!" And they're so hesitant and stuff ( Read more... )

Do you want to know something? I'm done. I'm so sick of people telling me that I'll only be worth something if I do this, or I have to make something of my life by doing that. I can do whatever I want with my life. It is mine. I am going to live it the way I want to live it! I don't want to be responsible. To hell with being responsible. To hell ( Read more... )

Wow, weird weird weird dream. I hope I can remember it all ( Read more... )

I feel weird. I posted a bulletin just now saying that I don't feel like myself and that I don't like me all that much. Which is true. I feel like I'm trapped in someone else's body. Which, as cheesey and cliche as it sounds, completely captures in words what I'm feeling.

Lately I feel different. I feel distant and shy and awkward. And as all of you ( Read more... )

This will probably be a pretty long entry, because I have two things to journal about. Oh wait, three. Because I got my license. =] Okay now on to the other two.

First of all, I think I might be one of the meanest people I know. I didn't even start noticing it until recently. You know those people that you always talk about? The ones who make other ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted one of these in the longest time ( Read more... )