how old do you think i act ( Read more... )

yah i found out that most of what samantha said about maria and kimmy was fucking bull shit and so for that im even more pissed off at her. no one was really at the mall today for me to ask about it so i will have to find out next weekend... all i know is that the people i were hanging out with today at arrowhead dont hate me.. (maria kimmy jane[ ( Read more... )

im so fucking sick of all this shit. i swear its so fucking annoying. today i found out from this chick sammantha that like everyone i hang out with fucking hates me so after i go to the mall today and talk to all these ppl about this shit and see what there reaction is i am most likely just going to stop going cuz people are talking about me and ( Read more... )

well once again my sister gets her way.. i havent seen my mom in a month. i have been in a different state and my sister at least got to see her. so when she finally comes down here my sister has to have all the attention especially from my mom. i mean yeah i got clothes and my hair done but the hair was just because they couldnt stand my hair the ( Read more... )

the past couple days have been kinda depressing for me. i have found some stuff out that i dont want to talk about so you will have to im me if you want to know. i dont know... every thing has changed and i guess its for the better. i have grown appart from some people and maybe it was just time. seeing what they all think of me painted all over ( Read more... )

tell me why ( Read more... )

i doubt ppl read my journal god knows why i write in it there are like two ppl who read it but oh wells. any way right now i am babysitting. yesterday i hung out with my cousin alaina we went driving around and we were gonna hang out last night but i had another thing to do :) then this morning when i woke up i couldnt find my pants . when i ( Read more... )

i arived safely in st.louis yesterday at about 1:40 there time and 11:40 az time. when i got here my cousin her b/f my gramma and grampa were all there to welcome me.. my cousin alaina carried my luggage bag and her boyfriend carried my shoe bag for me he was about the only person who could pick it up and carry it. then we took the metro link from ( Read more... )

tonight was interesting... i went to the mall at like noon today and was there till like one thirty then i went to my tkd school for instructor training and when i came back we were all hanging out and katlin showed up.... katlin is fucking jealous because her boyfriend broke up with her for me cuz he was only going out with her so he would have a ( Read more... )

blah blah blah today was an ordinary day like all the others i have at arrowhead except i hooked up with this guy shane you guys know the story so i shall talk to you all later toodle loo

-lilli