yes it has been a while since i have updated this little shit.... well yesterday my friend tau asked me out of course im not blaintly stupid so i said yes... so lucky me has a boyfriend that actually likes me and treats me good. hes a great guy i like him lots and to add a little plus he is a good kisser. erm i hooked my amigo kati up with my other ( Read more... )

hahahaha there is a huge show tonite at the complex and i am going with adriana, shawn and whoever else i see there lol... i was bummed out yesterday cuz i thought i was gonna be all alone this weekend cuz maria left for texas and i didnt feel like going to arrowhead so yeah... but now im going to a show so i wont be so lonely... im gonna be really ( Read more... )

i dont even know why i bother writing in this no one comments nor do they read it but what ever... i dont know the past two weeks i have been grounded so that sucks. on saturday i had saturday school (detention) from 8 am - noon then i went into work then came home and painted... sunday i felt really sick and i just wanted to die... today i felt ( Read more... )

Girl: Slow down. Im scared ( Read more... )

YAY!!! I CAN WALK AGAIN!!! hahaha not very well but i am off those god damned crutches hahahaha WOOO HOOO!!!! school sucks i was off for a week and now i am back erg it makes me mad lol... i wanted to go to cyber zone or intelli but my mom wont let me so that really kinda rather sucks and thats about it for now guess i will update later
lilli

god damnit i need to fucking set my priortites straight man i cant decide wich of these two guys i like more and im going insane trying to figure it out man i swear it sucks ass monkeys balls.. its one of those things im just gonna fucking figure out myself. idk tonite was funny nathan jason me natalie and tub of lard all hung out up at the park ( Read more... )

Y for Yes ( Read more... )

fucking bored off my ass... this chick kimmie thinks she is hurting me with the shit she writes but all it does is make me laugh at how i used to be and how much she thinks i am still like that when everyone knows i have changed.... there is this dude that i like but i somehow cant bring myself around to tell that i like him and shit so that sux i ( Read more... )

today this guy don asked me out and being the supid bitch i am i said yes... i dont want to go out with him for one i dont really know him and for two i like this guy jed.... fuck i dont know how i can let him down easily without hurting him and like idk.... it just pisses me off man!!!! then on sunday me and my mom got into this huge fite and i ( Read more... )

idk i guess i havent updated in like forever... just havent really felt like it.. finally started to hang out with maria again not all the time tho cuz thats wen we usually decide that we have had enough of eachother.. got kicked out of the mall tonite for no reason kinda sucked.. we were all just sitting in the ampatheatre wich is where they told ( Read more... )