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Let's see, let's see. So much and so little has happened. After graduation and the party I've pretty much spent every waking moment with ash. we got into a rather bad three car accident, no one had to be hospitalized  but my beautiful scion, kevin, is indeed totaled. she will be missed. i've seen a lot of movies, with myself, my brother, matt, ash ( Read more... )

I went for my Kent orientation yesterday, it was awesome. I tested awesome, out of reading, into a good writing, and surprisingly (very surprisingly) into a good math. I scheduled my classes ^_^. No set major but I am thinking Cultural Anthropology with a minor in writing. I have FYE and English with my mom's friend's husband. She works at the ( Read more... )

so i was re-reading all my LJ entries from when i was uber fucked up, junkie, all black wearing person that slept 24/7. how fucked up is it that i miss that. fuck i miss not feeling.

allen said i'm supposed to write out my dreams, so they won't be stuck inside, and i won't think about them all day, so here it goes.

i was sure i was awake, i thought i was asleep but then in my dream i woke up, so i knew it was real. i was at prom, it was outside, and i saw an SUV pull up. Josh and Anna, and a few others came out. I sat on the ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day of high school. It didn't hit me until our awards in english today. it is crazy. i feel way too young. i'm scurred.

i remember the parks, the parking lots, the stolen moments in my car. i remember the chinese buffets and big lots runs, wearing your coat as we smoked in the snow. i remember the moment you told me you loved me, and the moment you told me you didn't anymore. i remember the day i returned your things, how you asked for a hug, and said you wished it ( Read more... )

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i wish i didn't hate my father.
i wish i wasn't scared of him.
i wish i could love him.
i wish he wasn't an intolerable asshole.
i wish i could forgive all his hurtful sins.
but i don't, i can't, i won't.
and it sucks