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[lilly5788]

i find it really funny how people keep leaving me comments calling me a bitch and all that on myspace and then they go and delete or block me or what not. i think thats whats making me laugh the hardest. shows how much of a pansy they really are. as for you supposedly not writing shit about me on ur journal.. u forget that some of the people that

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hahahaha

[butter_dragon]

That's so funny, but it's noting but the truth. Gotta love how fake people can be. I know I do... NOT!!! I'm glad to see that life for you is still as dramatic as always...Lol, sorry, for once mine isn't full of drama. Well hope you have a good day. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY just in case...

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[butter_dragon]

see i told you that i dont lie. no i just laugh at how fake she is being. because she is making herself look like an idiot. yeah i think my life will always be dramatic but i guess it makes things fun. it gives me some laughs. thats good urs isnt full of drama. thats nice sometimes. so far i've had a pretty good day. lots of laughs. hope ur havin a good one! happy v-day to you too!!
-Lil

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[butter_dragon]

Lol, yeah that she is. I don't know, people tend to be pretty retarded. Lol, yeah I'm glad shit starting to settle down, but I have a feeling real soon it's going to catch back up to where it's normal. Lol, My day's going alright with a few minor glitches here and there.

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[lilly5788]

i definately agree on people being pretty retarded! well at least you got a break from all of the drama for at least a little while. its not going away here. it gives me a headache lol. i dont think a day would be normal without a few glitches here and there. i think it would scare me if it was all just the same. i hope u have a good heart day! ttyl!

Re: this is not to hurt, but to show the REAL me.

[lilly5788]

i know now that i should of listened to them but like i told you in the beginning, i wanted to make my own mistakes. you need to realize that you arent hurting me. truthfully the only think that in a way hurt was you saying that you never liked me anyways. why did you pretend all along? thats what pisses me off. i've always tryed to trust people and after that i'm done trusting. yeah it was a hell of a ride but things started to feel pointless. i dunno for you to understand i guess you would have to be in my shoes. how is you fighting with me fighting the world? i'm sorry but i hope the army gives you a big wakeup call. you need it.

[lilly5788]

i wanna know why you pretended! if you were supposedly so unhappy with me all along why stick around and pretend?!? why?! you act like you are the only person in this, world that is having problems. guess what adrian? your not. i havent told u a 3rd of everything im dealing with. so what happened to you finally being happy because we arent friends? how do u supposedly have stress from this? i look at it and laugh. and u had the nerve 2 call me a pussy? u just admitted u were running. see thats where things are different with me. im not running. i'm going to visit the one place i feel comfortable in. theres a big difference. i think u need to make up ur mind. one minute u say that u never liked me in the first place and now ur sorry that we are where we are. make up your mind.

[lilly5788]

i can't change how my sisters act. i demanded because you demanded. u always wanted to know what was wrong and u would prod until i would finally give up and tell u. but then when i asked what was bothering u, u would get all pissed. and wouldnt tell me at all. and u wonder why people dont like you. someone to pass the time with? wow thanks. showed me how much u used me. [21:18] went to a party last saterday night, didn't get laid, i got into a fight: fuck off. go run to maine like the god damn pussy u r, but remember this, u make life what it is and u r the one makeing it hell

thats what u wrote. so u wanna think again? i was in the dark because u wouldnt tell me anything. this is why things are the way they are now. u expect alot outta everyone else but when it comes 2 u doing something u back off and refuse 2 say anything. the only stuff ive said is what is on here. if i have something 2 say about u i will post it where u can see it because i will not reach the low standards.

[lilly5788]

i wasnt hiding it. it was in a place u could read it. so then see it wasnt my fault i was in the dark. u made it that way. so you can only blame youself. once again i can only laugh because u deleted all of the comments. there u go running again. have a great life.

[lilly5788]

u did the same on ur journal. thats why i did it. if i couldnt read what u wrote i wasnt gonna make it easy for u 2 read what i wrote. i am forced to see you everyday not only in english but also in the hallways and at lunch so its not like im just gonna forget. as for rememberance.. i may be pissed because i know that i shouldnt have trusted u with my deepest secrets but i still think about the good times we had whether u were just in it for the good times or not. i think we were just very different people and we both want to live our lives the way we want to. we dont want others to tell us what to do. i cant change the fact that u wouldnt let me in. thats just the stubborn person u are lol. but many times i feel like u held me not knowing much against me. i dunno tho. its all over and done with.