it has seriously been forever since ive wrote in this thing. do people even use lj anymore? im always on my myspace instead. my life has completely changed. i graduated from high school moved in with jesseca dodge. and then things went 2 shit. i moved out and back in with my parents. became really good friends with tiffany. i ended up dating her ex ( Read more... )

well i am finally 18!!!! it seems like it took eternity to become an adult! but its kinda scary cuz now it means im closer to the age of 50... something i'm really trying to stay away from.. so lets see what have i done today? woke up when ashley got up at like 7:30(she spent the nite) cuz i had 2 go potty. and saw my door which my mom decorated ( Read more... )

Senior Trip was amazing!!!!! i had so much fun!!!! i got 2 share a room with three great people: Ana, Jess and Rach! and then Anthony, Jay, Han Se, and Kris were right above us so many times we were talking 2 em on the phone. The bus ride was horrific! it was all cramped and a very LONG bus ride!!! i was very happy when we finally got to Disneyland ( Read more... )

Spring Break was amazing!!!!!!!!!!! i had so much fun! i spent it at jess's house. we went swimming, to twin, 2 the movies 2 see The Shaggy Dog, and Eight Below, went bowling, had a picnic down at Derkes and got to watch the boys fish. i cant even remember what all we did! her family is like my other family now! i didnt have to be home but twice ( Read more... )

wow.. its been a long time since i've updated this! i havent been home at all lately. if im not in twin with ana and jesseca i'm at the house they are movin into. i may also move into there soon. i dunno yet tho. julie has been causing alot of problems lately! shes pissin my whole family off which causes fights between me and my mom. supposedly i' ( Read more... )

These last few days have been pretty good. its a big change to how things were before. we had districts for bowling yesterday and JV B (the team i was on) got medals for 1st place outta the B's. it was pretty sweet. i think it helped that all of us got along and were really supportive even when we did mess up. we played against jerome 5 bakers and ( Read more... )

i find it really funny how people keep leaving me comments calling me a bitch and all that on myspace and then they go and delete or block me or what not. i think thats whats making me laugh the hardest. shows how much of a pansy they really are. as for you supposedly not writing shit about me on ur journal.. u forget that some of the people that ( Read more... )

things have been... err lately. i've gotten to the point where im just fed up with every thing and everyone. i often think that maybe i'm just better off alone. less headaches that way. i dont know what i want ne more. i have all of these thoughts and not enough guts 2 say ne of it 2 ne one. im tired of feeling like this. all i wanna do is run. no ( Read more... )

I've once again fucked things up between me and my best friend. it seems like its never ending. i coulda lost her for good this time and if i dont shape up thats what things are gonna get to and im scared shitless! I've been VERY depressed lately and it seems like things are getting out of control. if its not one thing im worried about its another ( Read more... )

why do i always write in this? its like it just pulls me in. it doesnt help so why do i waste my time? these are questions that i cant answer. i have reached the point where im ready to give up on EVERYTHING! this have just been going downhill and its killing me. i'm not one that like expressing their feelings so what do i do? i keep it in and let ( Read more... )