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23 days until school starts.
boo for myers parki wish i was attending any other school ( Read more... )

okay, so some people have demanded an update on you live journal, don't worry i haven't forgotten you. if any of you haven't heard, i stol myself i stole myself a boy =] hooray! and i think he is coming over tonight, i think you should come and meet him. is there anything you wish to know about him? leave a comment ( Read more... )

i promised myself i wouldn't do it.

and i did it.

i'm just that girl, how frustrating.

i now need help.

help me reader.

sincerely yours,
miss celia nicole ™

okay, here is the theory of the day. a "good relationship", i always thought had to consist of being able to talk all the time about everything. but, you can't possibly talk to someone all the time, you will eventually run out of things to say. relationships have to involve chemistry between you and the person also, common interests.  and besides ( Read more... )

she can make me feel so bad about myself

she can make me feel worthless

and no one even cares

you could say, i am sick of being happy for everybody else. everyone else in love. it's ridiculous i know, but how can i not be. i push everyone away, i deserve lonliness on about 14 thousand levels. but i can't say i will be able to deal with it for much longer. but i can't put myself out there. why would i? after everything. after all people have ( Read more... )

i heart summer.
i can finally choose who i see, and i don't have to see anyone i don't like anymore.
thrilling? oh you bet your ass it is.
sarah leaves in 3 days, i don't know how much i will miss her now but i can guarentee it will be more than a lot.
i think i started out this entry to tell you what i have done so far.
now i realize i don't want you ( Read more... )

how is it that i can feel so alone at the largest school in the state, with every kind of person? how i can feel unloved when i am surrounded by people who care about me? how can i, this crazy outgoing person, be so unhappy?

who knows. but. i only have 2 more days. and hopefully i will be busy this summer finding a new home and working my ass off ( Read more... )

it's only saturday and i am wishing school was happening tomorrow. really pathetic, oh i know. my mom has the most amazing way of making me feel useless, like nothing i say can be right. and it's starting to screw me up with my friends. i get super pissed and let it all out on them. like tonight, this is the second night in a row that i messed up ( Read more... )