today i chilled with stephanie and if anything i realized how much  i love her and hanging out with her. i think because shes the one person im me with. i really need to get out of charlotte now. its something i know i have to do. and the thing is, i doubt anyone would remember me. or for that matter care in the least. its the drama. and the ( Read more... )

umm yes. today i learned a lot about myself and the peope around me.

things just keep getting more complicated and harder to deal with..anyone know what i should do?

ive decided that staying at myers park is the best thing for me. even though i miss alex and stephanie and jenna and caitlin so much it hurts. and i saw somene at school that looked ( Read more... )

ive done a lot with baylor this weekend and alex is my best friend. she always will be. we bought giant valentines day cards for eachother and i love it. but her mom wouldnt let me stay over to do them. sdfsffgk she is no longer my favorite mom. me and alex have the same anniversary. isnt that cute?

jennas birthday was...the 7th? yeah. and i just ( Read more... )

hmm.  so much to say. shall i do it in chronological order? perhaps. soo this weekend was so much fun. lets see - friday i was going to do something with elliot but he was going to make me go to mickeys. so instead i went to emily kates with reynolds and we rolled up to the arboretum and met up with cj and his crunk friend george. and yeah they ( Read more... )

bad day and its only wednesday. maybe tomorrow could be better..

but then again its myers park

boy trouble. and both boys probably dont even like me

hmm. got my hair cut instead of going to school. everyone let me know what you thinkk

( oh darling cause youll always be my baby )

well. lets see. friday  i skipped school like a bad girl. and went to the doctor. all they told me is that i had some "hormonal growth" issues and told me to take motrin. so i did and it make me sick as shit. grr. then hmm friday night all i did was go to the arbo with the parents. so dont even talk to me about a lame friday night.

saturday. i ( Read more... )

well school hasn't been to fun lately. but like it ever is. i have a 3.57 GPA which i am disgusted with. but anyway these are things i have noticed over the past week.

• people will always let you down
• you have to make yourself happy
• the girl you want to be always gets the guy you want to have
• people like me never get the guy they want
• my dad is ( Read more... )

well i have a lot to say here kids. so listen and listen good. oh and if you might feel the need take a bathroom break before you start reading..

okay. im thinking first i will tell you my inspirational thoughts and feelings. then let you know about the crunkest weekend and girl whos 5'2 and name is celia could ever have. okay so hmm. so much to ( Read more... )

okay hummm. it was really cold today. and of course i was almost late and had to walk all over the effin campus. of course its like god is just sitting there laughing at me cause i have math in the sc then bio in the cb. anyways. world history was weirdd. i sat with byron -cool kid. but he kept throwing things at me. ehh annoying? ithink so. and hm ( Read more... )