I woke up about 20 minutes ago from one of the best dreams I had in awhile. I can't help but wonder that when I move if it will really be like that. Or will he just ignore that I'm there...

I don't know how I feel lately and it bugs me. Like I love my friends but don't want to go out. Everything either is really serious, or really funny to me. I'm not depressed, but I don't know what's going on. I have no balance. I keep thinking for as many people that I am close to no-one really knows me. How well does anyone know anyone really?

There is nothing more interesting then going to a show that you haven't waited to see for pretty much your whole entire life and then someone that you love/fucked you over shows up. first off he doesn't even live in this state he lives in FL...thats like 2000 miles away. Second, its kinda fucking ironic that everytime we were together Jimmy Eat ( Read more... )

Militant Vegans
Circle I Limbo

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Objectivists
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

DMV Employees
Circle IV Rolling Weights

General asshats
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

George Bush
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

People who suck at life
Circle ( Read more... )

I hate arguing with people. It makes me sad, and upset. I absolutely hate it, I am almost always non-confrentational (sp?) unless you say something that really hurts me, then I just want to know the truth ( Read more... )

These are just two out of the couple shirts I have made recently


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you all most likely think I am dead...and for the most part you are correct

I don't really know what to say on here anymore. All my "real" friends pretty much know what is going on with me. I don't need to post everything on here...weird how after 2 years I finally figured that out.

Your dating personality profile:

Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style ( Read more... )

it reminds me of driving around in his car in winter and it being warm as all hell. wearing the t-shirt that he wore the night before. neither of us talking, but the silence is a comfortable one that makes you feel safe. my big sunglasses keeping my eyes from revealing everything that I am feeling/thinking/being. how he looks so amazing even when ( Read more... )