i came back from FL on saturday,
had to go because my grandma died on new years and we had her funeral.. so can't say it was a fun trip...

went to a thing with jap.. got to wear a pretty dress so there ya go

i need tyna like mad... nuff said

sometimes it amazes me how you don't really know who your real friends are.

i know that:

tyna
deanna
brittany
kate
jap
are my real friends

thats all i need. fuck everyone else..

when you allow other ppl to make choices for you.. thats sad and then i hope one day that you come to see by letting those ppl make the wrong choices was the ( Read more... )

i've driven round in circles for 3 hours
it was bound to happen that i'd end up at yours
i temporarily forgot there's better days to come
i thought i would give it just one more chance
cos i want, tonight, what i've been waiting for
but i found, what i'd been warned about
you think you are complicated, deep mystery to all
well its taken me ( Read more... )

well my mother father and sister have left for FL to spend it with my grandmother while i stay at home alone with the dogs and cats... i have to work of course ( Read more... )

spent friday night with deanna... went christmas shopping and i do believe i'm done ( Read more... )

well my mother has decided she isn't going to be talking to anymore ( Read more... )

well i'm on my thanskgiving break from school and well things dont seem to be going well at all.

friday night: i found out that my grandma has cancer

saturday night: got into a huge fight with my dad

saturday night (again): got into a huge fight with friends

and no i'm not okay

dawn and chad went away for the weekend.

so it was just him and ryan at the house

i believe he just might be finally letting go of his ex, which for him is a wonderful thing.. but what does this mean for me i wrote him a note/letter but if i know him like i think i do he wont do anything about it.. just act like it never happened.. and i'll do ( Read more... )

my mother is being an extrem bitch for no reason at all ( Read more... )

went to breakers last night.. went in not thinking that i would be forced to be in a bikini contest.. but gah damn i was.. dawn and i came in 2nd.. so i guess i should be happy.

deanna and i had a hell of a day.. note to self :: dont ride with her.. she trys to KILL me ( Read more... )