SO VERY NWS ... but so very awesome

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6yzru65myE

Just had a twelve hour day completely due to the ineptitude of my fellow catering chef =D. Would have been worse is my new exec chef hadn't bailed me out ( Read more... )

Who has two thumbs and isn't pregnant. THIS GUY. Take that Mom. The reason I've been throwing up in the morning for the past two days is because...... I'm sick. My heath does feel a bit forfeit right now. I've also be breaking out in hives for the past week because I gave our cats a flea bath and am apparently allergic to that shit. And work has ( Read more... )

All the wedding stuff is coming together. I'm putting so much effort in all of this. I wonder if anything will feel different at all afterwards. My gut says no. At least not immediately. Once it was the norm for a marriage to mark a begging of a couple's life together. But it seems to me our modern world mitigates that. Most people live together ( Read more... )

Sean wanted to go out tonight. I wanted to go with him because we don't get much time together. I like going to bars when they are low key and I have good company. I hate bars that are a press of bodies shoulder to shoulder, a thick cloud of smoke, an oppressive din of noise. It makes me anxious. In fact its an almost guaranteed recipe for a panic ( Read more... )

I haven't been this genuinely sleep deprived in a long time. But there is so much to do. And when I lay down to sleep I'm so absorbed with everything hanging over my head still that its hard to get any real rest. Kids, don't get married. I haven't talked to one person who hasn't gotten behind at one point in the planning process. No matter how much ( Read more... )

I want to say something cryptic or maybe direct. I'll go with both and just say I'm hurt.

The party was fine. Maybe a bit mediocre. I enjoyed it. But at the end of the day there was something missing.

just watched x-men first class not as horrible as I was expecting, not fantastic but entertaining. Most of all "he left a hole in my life I was hopping you could fill" Magnito to Emma Frost talking about Xavier. I know he meant he needs a telepath but ahahahaha GAY

day 2 of diet and I am soooooo hungry. I'm such a wimp when it comes to hunger pains too. I did taste less during work today. But I also didn't make any cheese platters which are my weakness. The end of the day is the worst part because I try to snack during work so my blood sugar doesn't bottom out during that time. I'd be pretty useless if it did ( Read more... )

on a total quiescence I started dieting on lent. Totally forgot it was ash Wednesday. Almost told a woman she had a smug on her forehead before it dawned on me. The whole "I'll eat better in general" thing didn't work out. So I'm counting calories, with the help of a handy app, until I loose 10lbs. Just today I didn't realize how much I taste and ( Read more... )