So I talked to Aaron for a really long time last night, with mucho crying, talking, arguing, yadda yadda yadda. No, we are not back together ( Read more... )

I talked to Aaron on the phone... I only called because I need to change my insurance but it's goign to be hard to change it with him as co-owner, and he has to be co-owner because the loan is in both of our names. So I called to tell him that I'm trying ot take myself off of his insurance and that I'll let him know tomorrow for sure ( Read more... )

I have no idea how to get through this. I just want to wake up and have everything be this horrible bad dream. I never expected this, not even in my wildest nightmares. I asked if we could try to fix it, he said no no no, I said are you sure, he said yes. I called him today to find out where he put one of my books that I needed and he said that he ( Read more... )

Longer update later... But Aaron and I broke up. Well, he broke up with me ( Read more... )

Saw RENT. Pretty good, though of course I've never seen the actual musical. Took me a minute to get into musical-mode, because if you are not in musical-mode, musicals can be cheesey. If you think of it as a movie, it's weird, but if you think of it as a musical, it's awesome---well, awesome as a musical on film can be, which definitely isn't like ( Read more... )

I forgot how entirely refreshing and rejuvenating it can be to just have a night out to yourself. To not have work, school, fiances, cats, any responsibilities, and just enjoy a night out to yourself, to just be, to just have fun. I should do it more often. Don't get me wrong, I love all those things (well, not school, but the rest...) but every ( Read more... )

I've already been much more productive today than yesterday. Cleaned everything out of dorm room, now just have to clean-clean it. I'll either do that Monday, since I have to go onto campus anyways, or tomorrow. I also bought myself a movie ticket to go see WALK THE LINE tonight. I was torn between that, Rent, and Harry Potter. But Aaron will want ( Read more... )

I have returned home from a very brief Black Friday excursion. It was brief because I quickly discovered that Black Friday is not for me. The deals that were really amazing (cool laptop $350) were out of my price range; the stuff that I could afford wasn't worth waiting in line for 30-40minutes. We just went to Wal-Mart and Best Buy. Best Buy was ( Read more... )

10 December Goals & To Dos ( Read more... )

Shaping up to be an awful weekend. Fiance is choosing to go out partying with his single friend tonight rather than come home at all. Will not be here tomorrow till midnight. Same on Friday. Haven't spent time with him in almost a week. Feels like he is drifting away again. I'm starting to get fed up with these up and down cycles.