I know I know..I dont ever update but Im putting my valediction speech up for you to seeeee tell me what you think...

Thirteen years, 2,340 days, 14,040 hours, 842,400 minutes, 50,544,000 seconds. All equal amounts of time, all counting down to one day. It is the end of one life; it is the beginning of another.1 According to Sophia Lauren, " ( Read more... )

So..I haven't updated in what seems like forever. Things have been crazy and upside down in my life in more ways then one. Right now I'm really sick, it sucks pretty bad. I've been out of school since last Wednesday. I hate missing school, making up the work is such a Bitch to do. Oh well, I'll just get down to business and so what I gotta do. Ya ( Read more... )

It's been almost 2 months since I have updated this damn thing, not like anybody reads it...Oh well. At thsi very moment I have a fucking screaming baby in my ear...which isnt really improving the wonderful mood im in as it is. Gah...wtf. Hm...now she's screaming my name...even better...I can't concentrate for shit. Oh well, anyway. SO yeah, I don' ( Read more... )

So yeah..I updated yesterday..but i had an eventful day so I'm gonna update again, even though nobody reads this or prolly  even cares, i liek getting shit off of my chest...So yeah..I updated yesterday..but i had an eventful day so I'm gonna update again, even though nobody reads this or prolly even cares, i like getting shit off of my chest...

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Hey journal. Guess what? I'm fucking happy! For the first time in a looong time I'm so fucking truly happy! Anyway, I'm gonna use a list to upate my journal.cuz I'd rather not bore you with lots of words lol..

• Tuesday me and Billy broke up
• I was strangely...happy about it..
• I mean yeah..I cried
• But I'm okay with it all
• He called me every ( Read more... )

I hate getting sick. All weekend long I had a really horrible sore throat. I didn't have a cold, it was just an infection, which is a plus I guess cuz that means no fever or runny nose, or whatnot. But it still sucked cuz I couldn't tast anything, and my tonsils got to be the size of freakin golf balls. I'm seriously considering having them out ( Read more... )

MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry...kinda stressing right now i had to let that out...

So, my last entry was one out of extreme saddness and depression, I didn't elaborate, but now I will. It all started on Wednesday...Billy kindly informed me that I wasn't "allowed" to go to the bowling alley this past Friday, that he was getting into a big fight and he didnt want me there. He told me if I went I would be going there single, ( Read more... )

he broke up with me...i cant write right now...everthing hurts...

im an emotional wreck...i dont know why, and i dont understand it...i think everything is going okay in my life..its just, inside i feel like nothing is right. theres so much stuff i want to just vent and let out, this is the only place i can do it. i just..can't do it right now...i have to sort it all out in my head first.