i know the pain wont last ( Read more... )

the tears flow down my cheeks
for now my heart is forever broken
why would this happen to me
am i that bad of a person
i wish the tears would stop
my lifes so messed up
i want him so bad to be with me
but he has no desire for my love
i wish this all to end
i wish for a happy ending
but no of course not me
im that bad of a person.

ok ( Read more... )

hey whats up with everyone? <-- i expect a reply if you read this lol ♥ so ya things have been great with me no time really to be online so if you want to talk to me call me if you need the # i can be reached at leave a comment but ya just wanted to let everyone know im still alive haha and ya so things are good and getting better im going to start ( Read more... )

im extremly sad because i cant live... i hate having to change and stop ppl from talking the way they want to me... i mean i love this guy who is so great but then again he always looks at everything i say on Y! messenger to make sure nothing bad is happening... like he doesnt trust me! i know he says he does but i dont think i can believe him... ( Read more... )

ok so ya if you didnt know i am bottle blonde lol but i tried pink a bunch of times but have now given up the pink is almost totaly gone and my roots are growing out bad so i have a box of black hair dye sitting right next to me... should i go back to black? im thinking so... i really dont use this lj thing that much anymore... im wondering if i ( Read more... )

hey whats up every one that reads this haha no one does i bet let me know if you do read this by leaving a commment... ok well me and meatball are back together YAY! for me haha ok well im super happy woop woop lol ok well luv you all and luv the blood that sheds from your body