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hey everyone who actually reads this... i love you all to pieces and im going to be making some BIG decisions and im going to need my 3 closest friends to help me out... if you dont know who you are its alicia, tarrah, and amanda... i do love all my friends but those 3 have helped me more than i dont know lol ( Read more... )

hey everyone i will be gone for a week dont know where im going but im going um... amanda i will call you and everyone else all i have to say is this i <3 U a lot and im going to miss you guys i guess but of course ill be back in just a week so have fun and party while im gone!!!!

he went home at like 830 this morning...lol man i still cant believe he spent the night here twice and met my parents and man... lol *still in total shock*

well i have to go to the doctor bc there is somin wrong with my eye i cant cry with out it hurting me so very bad gr

hey you wont fucking believe this shit... meatball met my parents yesterday then spent the night... WWWWOOOOAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! ok now i know hes fucking serious about me thats good... he also loves me for who i really am i tested that yesterday... i acted like such a freak and he loved it lol it was so great so ya i think we are going to date again! ( Read more... )

the stress again is getting to be too damn much i just want to stop everything in my life... stop seeing ppl, stop being in a relaionship, stop caring, stop trying, stop living, (eh thats not going to happen, i have to live... lol) but i wish i didnt have to do everything else but its all apart of living and im starting to get seriously tired of ( Read more... )

( check me out im NAKY! )

im getting rid of sns so if im on a sn of yours on yahoo! then you might want to see if im still using it

ok seriously i need to get some sleep... i havnt been sleeping well lately so im not getting rested and it sux huge nasty hairy monkey balls!!! I NEED SLEEP AND I CANT HAVE IT!!!!! god some one just load me up with sleeping pills and let me sleep for a couple days... i sure as hell wont mind! shit let me die then i wont have the sleepless nights or ( Read more... )

I WANTED TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE I LOVE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEATBALL!!!!!