Short but sweet entry. Circumstance or Alex (including his wretched Mom Gloria) better not disappoint me within the next week! He's coming in Friday night, but I dunno when exactly. He'll be here till the 15th. Back to 'work' on the 16th. He called me on the 4th...how fitting. I refuse to get my hopes up or look forward to him coming home. But it ( Read more... )

That mother fucker! If he says he don't like me, but just finds me attractive he is full of shit! No guy has ever called me as much as him. Why don't we just date?! I think he's finally admitting it to himself that he actually may wanna date me. The past couple of weeks he's been mentioning us hanging out/going on dates. Just little things I've ( Read more... )

I'M BACK FROM MYRTLE BEACH IT WAS THE WORST TRIP IN MY WHOLE LIFE! THE ONLY GOOD PARTS WERE MEETING MY COUSINS DAN & TAMMY & HAVING EVERYTHING PAID FOR. NOPE DIDNT GET TO SEE THE MAN WHO MEANS THE MOST TO ME. DIDN'T GET MY TATTOO. NOPE DIDNT GET TO SEE JACKSEN BORN & CANT SEE HIM TILL FRIDAY. I'M IN A SHITTY PISS POOR MOOD SO IM GOING TO BED! * ( Read more... )

I'm leaving tomorrow @ 6pm for Sterling Heights (G'ma's house). Then from there G'parents, Mumsie & I are on our way to NC @ 4am on the 8th! WAHOO! Mumsie hasnt been doing that well the past couple of days cuz of her excitment/stress of the trip. She had a seizure today. But shhhh...g'parents dunno that. We'll get to NC on the 9th (friday ( Read more... )

My family sort of bugs me...so a few days ago I found out some really exciting news about one of my dearest friends...well this friend came over today. She told me I could tell my family the excitineg news. I did shortly after she left. I'm I guess taken aback by there comments/reactions almost bothered, upset etc about it. Cant anyone ever be ( Read more... )

I'M DONE!!!!

Life is interesting...very interesting...I cant wait til tomorrow we'll see what happens! Daddy's 1st softball game is tonight I'm looking forward to that too. There are very immature people in this world...I'm stating the obvious yes but damn get a life! I HATE drama! I really don't have much to say except I've been talking to LJ for hours on end ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I'm happy...this is new. This is a real happiness with myself & who I am. Very cool. Let's see...I'm no longer tired since I was up for over 30hrs yesterday. Life is changing...in a scarily good way. I can't wait til Tuesday *grins* I don't wanna go to my Aunt's BBQ/40th B-day party. I'm not sure what's going on within my head...but once I ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been so busy lately. I haven't been home very much the past couple of weeks. Things are looking up I think. June 1st? :-) I'm trying to be optimistic...not something I'm good at. I'm also trying to not be or feel as if I am being selfish. I talked to LJ for like 45mins yesterday that was totally awesome. Its been almost 2 freaking ( Read more... )

A girl can only write, listen to music, talk to her friends, take showers for so long. Ohhhh man...Jeff made me CRY earlier tonight but I don't wanna talk about that anymore to anyone. Uusally I'll just get pissed & use my punching bag but no, I CRIED. But something's gotta change & fast with him. Stress is making me not feel too well. I need a hug ( Read more... )