he wants to throw away our relationship just like that....and he claims he still loves me and sees a future with me. how is that possible ( Read more... )

I never should have fallen in love with a guy I barely knew.

well....ok...maybe not ( Read more... )

and so we're not together anymore.

God give me the strength I need to make it through this time.

I hate this.
I refuse to be second in anybody's life.

All or nothing baby.....

I have never fought with a person or have been hurt by a person as much as I was this past weekend.

"...but it all boils down to, is everything that is going on worth it?"

....... that is what i'm trying to figure out

i don't have much time to update right now....so i'll save what happened this weekend for later ( Read more... )

don't make a girl feel like she has to watch what she says around you ( Read more... )

This Saturday, the 16th of July, will be 1 year.

I miss you Troy.

I watched the 4th of July fireworks with my boy in breathtaking New York City along FDR Drive in Manhattan right by the river, and it was so amazing and romantic. We took the train from the Bronx into Manhattan and walked (really fast - and now I think I got shin splints) about 20 blocks down to the closest available street that the Police hadn't ( Read more... )

Whatever happened to the guy trying to IMPRESS the girl.

seems that doesnt happen anymore.

"I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay"

nothing is permanent.

never take anything for granted.