I lost my voice. It keeps getting worse. now i can only talk in a squeak. Pancake told me this morning "I cant understand you, youre speaking squeak!" hahaha

So this week its starting to hit me a little more. I was okay last week but I think I was in denial. I just still cant believe shes gone. I am okay all until bed time. Work keeps me busy and once I get home Im okay cause Im doing stuff or hanging out with Pancake. But when its time to go to bed I just lay there and think. Sometimes I cry and ( Read more... )

For those of that don't know...my mother passed away on July 25th. We were all with her to watch her take her last breath. She died peacefully. Services will be on Saturday from 2-4 and 7-9 at Duda Rucks...7922 Wise Ave. If you have any questions, call my cell.

Ive been feeling down lately...lots of crying. It may be because August is coming up and that will be a year for my grandmother being gone. I just feel so hopeless. Then I go to a meeting with moms dr and find out if we cant get her protein up she might not live past 6 months. That really helped my mood. I just feel so alone. I know I am not ( Read more... )

Pretty right-on....

Your Aura is Blue
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The last month or so has been an emotional roller coaster for me. Yesterday it went back down pretty quickly. My mom was not doing well again. I really thought I was going to lose her this time. Her wound came opened completely and her bowels and intestines were sitting on her stomach. They had to do emergency surgery and it was only a 50% ( Read more... )

Went to my first nascar race yesterday...driver wrecked...got burnt...but all in all had fun. Now onto a quiz...

Your Love Style is Pragma
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You Will Die at Age 58
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Mommys surgery went well...minimal bleeding. She is in the ICU but just for monitoring. She should only have to be in the hospital for 2 days. My doctors appt is on Monday...I am going to beg for surgery. I cant deal with all these stomach issues anymore. gotta work...

I slept too much last night and im struggling to stay awake..blah. Mommy had an appt the other day and got good news. Her liver is doing pretty well and she may not even have to get a transplant now. They also said that she should be okay for the hysterectomy pending her blood tests. I made my general surgery consult for May 8th. I found out ( Read more... )