Ahh yes, a new year, THANK FRICKIN GOD ITS ABOUT TIME! So 2005 had a little much to take in. I hope i can make it through 2006 with out going to the emergency room, getting fat, losing a good friend, going to a funeral, being torn between states, cheating on someone and so many other mind blowing opportunities i had in 2005. Hmm sounds like a ( Read more... )

So i just want to express how much i miss the good old days. When friends got along. When i didnt have to share my space with anyone. When i could just have fun. I had no responsibilities. Work is something that adults do. College is a long way off.
But alas, these are not the good old days. Make do we must. Ugh.

Back at school, wow junior year already thats so crazy! Classes today seem like they should go fine as long as i get myself to do my work on time and shit. I'm a little lonely in my room, sure its great to have a single for a while but i miss Sarah and Meg and Amy are much better studiers than i am. Maybe i will learn something from them and get ( Read more... )

True Main-ah style...a-yuh. Haha yeah im chillin at green thumb farms today while waiting for my dad to bring me home. The probe was just dropped off at the shop...god damn clutch went...so $400 later i will have a working vehicle...ugh. So much for any plans of road trips and silly outings this summer, too much money to make and save. I was ( Read more... )

I guess i really am bad at writing in this thing but i suppose if you know what the name means then it will all make sense ( Read more... )

So maybe sometimes when all your plans get screwed up, its a good thing. I think i need this time off, this time with nothing to do, to sit and think. I can sleep for the first time in forever, i have nothing to do for the first time in forever. I can sit and watch tv, eat ice cream, get fat and do whatever the hell i please...for the first time ( Read more... )

Funny how we can make the right judgements and right decisions....yet then we ignore ourselves and get into trouble. God damn i just have to hate myself sometimes. So i learned something the other day, i learned that i have been depending on other people for my happiness and you just cant do that to someone. I have been told to find something ( Read more... )

You have to be scared sometimes when things just keep going your way. You just dont know when they may cahnge to the opposite direction, and leave you hanging by a rope, around your neck. Depressing, im sorry. But seriously, so many things working out all at once, there has to be a time to fall, and the higher you go up the harder the landing is ( Read more... )

So is it evil if i really just like to tempt guys? Just play around with their heads and tell them all the things i would like to do, yet they cant have it....Muahahaha Im so mean. but i feel as though it was deserved.

So yeah, its been awhile, i guess i kind of forgot that i still had this. I should really try to write more often. I think it actually helps me. At least i hope it does, because i could sure use the help right now. So yeah that last thing....the love stuff...i finally broke it. That line stretching across 5000 miles was just too small to hold ( Read more... )