I have issues with shopping.
Its bad. but on the bright side, i have a banging wardrobe. to add to my closet, new black flat boots, and amazing skinny destroyed jeans. pics to follow.
i need to get in to ucf for spring. if i do not, i will be sad. i need a boy in my life.

sittin here while I help ash with this stupid project she has to do for her acting class ( Read more... )

Work is going well. I might be starting a new job in Jan. At a wine bar that my manager is opening. Julian keeps calling. Maybe when he realizes that I'm not going to call him back...maybe he'll get that he fucked up. Mentally I know that he's lying I KNOW it. It's what he does. There's really no happy ending to this. Happy ending is that someone ( Read more... )

wow. 2 posts in a day. i had a great day. Woke up late, ash called and wanted to get her haircut. Which of course involved me there for moral support. It ended well, she got a bunch of inches cut off, and I book my own appointment to get something done!! Not needed at all, but I just want it. Then we hit the mall, I decided we needed new outfits ( Read more... )

well. All this time we've been talking and making plans for spring. apparently he's been seeing someone. I got an IM today from some one I knew from his class at Purchase. She saw him at an audition and he introduced his girlfriend to her. His girlfriend. Some girl that I had found text messages from awhile back. I confronted him and he says it all ( Read more... )

I'm so confused about life. about what I want to do with it ( Read more... )

I had such an emo day. For no reason really. I may have scored myself a job. My car stereo broke. No music=big bummer ( Read more... )

I have a lot I want to accomplish while I'm not in school. I would like to make a much bigger effort at practicing piano. My skills are so terrible. Pathetic really. I need need to motivation. I wish there was something I really did well. I have no confidence in any of my skills to be honest. I mean teaching is going pretty well, which is good. I'm ( Read more... )

I dont update much any more. Its hard to believe that I've been writing in this thing since I was in 7th grade. 8 years. Wow. I find myself thinking back on old times, more these days. Things are changing. I'm changing. I had a fantastic weekend with my family. My grandparents just celebrated their 60th anniversary...60 years. Its amazing. I love ( Read more... )

so i'm here...
orlando...

woo hoo?
i miss NY

I'm going to try to get alot of studying done tomorrow. I don't work again until thursday which is cool cuz i get to study and chill. maybe the OG with ash. yes. that would be the olive garden...

i dont really have much to say or report.