so the past few weeks have been something...
i'm taking a year off college and switching my major.

doesnt get more drastic than that.

heres to independence.

i'm moving thursday.
and i couldnt be more excited.

pics will come.

ear training-c. i have to retake the class
german-D?
survey of music-A
German art song- A
Chorus- A
Piano- B
stage tech- A
Movement- A
Theory- A?
Diction-A
Voice lesson-A

not too bad

i am under so much pressure right now.
god.
i'm sick and i cant sing.
and its looked down upon. ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I'M SICK.
fuck all of you.

fuck this school. fuck everything.

tuesday-german opera scenes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wed-photo call for the tempest
friday-tempest
saturday-closing night of the tempest
monday 28th-NYC performance
May 1st-german art song nite

gotta git er done

i'm feeling overwhelmed.
the tanning bed made me happy tho.
happy box of light!
i'll be in my 1st opera on thusday.
i get a dressing room and everything.
its pretty exciting

i'm frustrated with alot these days. i'm working my ass off in my classes. ugh.

i cant wait to move.

and live on my own.

Things are better now.

i dont want school to start again. its going to be hell. i'm going to be miserable. nice attitude right? lol.
fuck school. isnt it tempting just to quit?
yup. just chill out. win the lotto.
yeah i'll do that. win the lotto!

So I'm going back to Rochester today. Beth and Nic moved back and I'm not so sure how its going to go. I mean how I'm going to feel. But 1st I've got a 6 hour train ride ahead of me. Its the same as driving just with no chance of getting a ticket. This break will mark one one year anniv. Of my 1st speeding ticket. So I decided not to drive. I mean ( Read more... )