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Moving?!?!
So heres a random update of my life..... get this, I might be moving! I really dont want to but sometimes, i have no choice. Dad found out recently that uh.. if GM goes through with the talks an all with Delphi.. he has to get into a GM plant as soon as he can, n his two most pomising choices..... Arlington Texas, and Shereveport Louisiana... ( Read more... ) -
Cedar point again???
well... i got the job at cedar point again... lol... go figure.. im sure this year i'll be going... I'll be leaving in May this time instead.... -
I love oscoda!
I had so much fun last night. I'm up in oscoda at my cabin. came up early before mom n dad, but i went and hung out with Shawn, so much fun. Hes a really sweet guy. but anyway.. we went bowling, i sucked, as usual.. then we went to this little hole in the wall pizza place in Tawas.. omgosh! it was sooo good! lol then all of us ( it wasnt just ( Read more... ) -
Prepare for a LONG one
I didnt realize how long its been since ive writtin in this thing!... so hmm.. fill in on my dramatic life so far...Jeff is gone... for good... well one of them.. lol.. down to 3.. lol.. Kevin.. gone too... now its just me myself and I, and i like it... im enjoying doing what i want, when i want. its quite entertaining. my parents and i, are ( Read more... ) -
im so confused..
mmk, so i found out today that Andrew and Megan broke up..... i dunno, i wanna talk to him so bad, i want to kno just how much he hurt me, but also how happy i am with put him... but then, im scared that if i talk to him, i wont b able to trust myself and my feelings.. actually i think if he tried in with somethin... daves been on my mind so much ( Read more... ) -
why do i feel crushed again?
mmk, so this guy Adam, me n him were becoming friends, hes a great guy, so sweet.. well he has this psycho ex gf. she gets like majorly jealous and shit, causing drama in his life. she found out me n ada have been hanging out lately n got pissed at that n caused more drama to start. then she calls thursday night... pissses him off n by the time ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sick of how ppl make me feel.. I always feel worthless, and stupid.. like i can never make the right decision... that i cant do things right... all through high school, i was always so worried of how ppl thought of m.. that i never really dod anythign for myself. I was always so concerened of others feelings and opinions.. that i just.. i elt ( Read more... ) -
"everythings changing, everywhere i turn, all outta my control...."
do you ever feel lost sometimes?.... completely right now... i feel like im not really living my own life... like im just watchign someone else live it for me. its like i have no motivation anymore. I kno i need a job desperately bad.. but does it look like im looking very hard? and that makes me mad at myself. I need to get things around with ( Read more... ) -
yay!
Im so excited!... Im goin to see Justin n Cass and Ish n Alex... YAY!!!.... its been so long since ive seen them.. too long... i miss them so much. hehe, im so excited for tomorrow. n ths time guys, i promise i wont get lost this time guys.. lol.. i kno i go striaght instead of taking the turn i did last time.. hehe -
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mmk, so i wan wrong on the thing with danielle... instead of a guy.. its a trip.. she wants me to go to Florida with her for 9 days... lol.. hopefully mom n dad will let me go, who knos...so this weekend was fun... i have fun with jana... next weekend is gonna b even better... all my cousins up... woohoo... well, jsut a short update.. later..