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I sign in here.. forgetting sometimes that I even still have a journal of my own to write in, and what do I see.. a message from Madi saying that he misses me. That just throws my world into a loop. I mean, Roxy told me he was engaged.. and I thought with that news.. I'd be completely out of his life. Of course, the message was from November 8th.. ( Read more... )

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That's all that comes in my head when I think about yesterday, and the time I spent with my mother. It was honestly like a dream come true, what I've wanted to happen for almost 11 years now. We actually got along ( Read more... )

Well, here it is, today, August 25th, and it still feels like any other normal day for me, a really sucky normal day. -sigh ( Read more... )

I did something today that was really painful for me to do... I called my mother, and talked to her. Alot of you who don't really know me, don't know why it scares me to talk to her. Mom and I have never really gotten along. We've never been able to be in the same room together without getting mad at each other ( Read more... )

As the days draw closer and closer to Saturday, all I can think about is my dead cousin and grandfather. Everytime I close my eyes, I see home movies in my head. Everytime I close my eyes, and while I love the home movies, it's so sad, becuase instead of seeing Pop-pop or Karen's face, I just see this black shiloutte, becuase well, it's been 6 ( Read more... )

This is gonna be short becuase I've got to get going.. but yeah ( Read more... )

There were so many things running around in my head about what I wanted to talk about all last night, and when I woke up, but now as I sit here and staring at the computer screen, everything's left my mind ( Read more... )

It figures, it fucking figures. It figuresd I'd start to get happy, and then it'd all be taken from me and crushed within nanoseconds. -cries- Now I feel like my life has yet again been turned upside down, and I have no one to talk to, no one that I want to talk to about this. I haven't even told Margie, but she's been too busy with her boyfriend ( Read more... )